It feels like a simulation.
To many tasks to do
My brain confused
I dont know what to do.
Are we trapped inside
A world they thought to hide
Humans are one of the most predictable species there is
Which would mean we dont have free will.
Who's controlling our actions,
Controlling what we say or do.
We're not in control.
So many thoughts run through my brain,
Listening to everything around me
Do they control them too?
Do the people controlling the simulation just hate me?
The fat shaming, bullying, ugly body, ugly face, uselessness?
Or is that them telling me to accept myself and be strong?
And to let the negativity build me up?
I cant tell anymore.
Anytime I start to love myself and my life
Something happens
Drama
Pain
Abandonment
Is this just a simulation?
And if so, can mine end soon?
