What I Found In The Morning

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

The music is loud, really loud, I can hear the bass pumping through my chest like a ticking time bomb. The lights flashing at different speeds and turning into all out darkness is heart throbbing and making me feel like a glitch in an old video game.

    I could tell that this would be the party of the year, everyone was here and it would be the main topic of conversation at our school the whole next week. I slowly work my way over and through the crowds of people standing in my own basement. This was gonna be shitty to clean up.

    As I make my way outside to my backyard, I find people jumping in the lake, having sex on the boat and spray painting the rocks around the fire. The chemicals in the spray paint were making the fire change into drastic colors and spread wildly making the fire taller than me.

    The people here were all too drunk or high to care about any of the dangers, this was my home, and I was even too drunk to care.

    People were slopping themselves around and falling over making my mothers decorations fall from the shelves and breaking into small sharp pieces, but still no one seemed to care.

    “dump em out!” scream a bunch of boys as they jump into my pool completely naked. They were being completely ironic because there was nothing there to ‘dump out’.

    There were topless girls playing chicken to the right and other naked girls doing belly shots to the left, this wasn't just a highschool party anymore this was a fucking frat party.

    People kept invading the door and the number of people had seemed to triple since the party started, I couldn't even find a room without anyone in them. People that I had never seen before started appearing at my door, but it didnt bother me the only thing I could think of was the more the merrier.

    As I work my way outside a hand suddenly grasps my left hip twisting me to a 180 degree turn making him look me straight in the eyes. It’s my ex boyfriend Jake.

    “ what the fuck do you want?” I spit out at him drunkenly.

    “ I want you..” he stutters back

    “no you fucking creep,” I yelled back ripping his arm off my hip “ you fucking lost your chance last time douchebag, get lost”. I turn back around acting like everything was okay to make it seem like he wasn't hurting me, but he was. I had been having a rough couple of last months because of him and if I hadn't walked in on him getting blown by a junior slut from our school I would still be fine.

    I shrug out my emotions and down another shot of vodka and let the warm burning feeling rush down my throat letting me get back to having a good time.

    I slowly make my way inside my house looking at all the things going on around me and trying to comprehend some of the things I was seeing. Once I reached the patio door to my basement I had realized that it was locked. It had only taken me about 5 minutes to figure it out, and my emotions came flooding back into my brain. The good times that I had had with Jake, the first time I had ever had sex ( Jake took my virginity) and I just collapsed. I was a ball of teary eyed mess. The door wouldn’t open and it seemed like it was the end of the world.

    I wasn’t sure how to handle the situation that I had just gotten myself into, so I started running. I was running so fast that my legs started to cramp up not letting me go any further. I had no destination on my mind, but I knew that I had somewhere I needed to go.

    My legs had finally cramped up so much that I fell face first into the dew coated grass, making my jeans and t-shirt get soaked, and I just layed there. I had mentally refused to move and just let the tears flood out of my eyes. Then I blacked out.