The Book of Chiery

My Hate List.

I've been tagged by WinterRaineeDay and Ysia_Kulaso. I have a lot of it but let see how many of it shall we?

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1. I hate my whimsical side. Because of it, I looked week and people easily think of me I'm useless and blurred. One of the reason why I'm still in this useless self.

2. I hate how I can't wakes up at morning. Morning is the best part of life yet I'm unable to wakes up at morning. Why? Because it's too quiet in my house and there is nothing to do. So when I woke up late, I'll sleep late and then wakes up late again!! Thy cycle life of an otaku.

3. I hate me because I don't know how to handle time. Yes, I don't know how to handle time, or to manage time. Because I am drowned in anime and everything became postponed. Sometimes I wonder what do my other friends everyday life is? But when I get to sleep with my roommate. We technically did the same thing. And wonders why am I still unsuccessful while she is success now? TT^TT

4. I hate being too emo. I'm emo girl, and over thinking. Sometimes because of that, I end up being scared and runs from trying. I do think this is got to do with mental illness, but who knows. My parents might think I'm just over thinking daughter who is lazy and scaredy cat.

5. I hate my bad habits of picking on my pimples. It leaves scars!!! So stop doing that, Nina!!

6. I hate how lazy I am. I'm too lazy that when I want to do something I end up thinking and thinking and then sleeping. =_=|||

7. I hate how two nation fought for something so stupid. Like two of my beloved countries, they fought for the originality of batik and culture and everything. To my dear countries, stop fighting over it!!! The two of you were once back then!! Because of WWII you became two. But we came from the same ancestors!!!  That's why we have the same similarity in almost everything!!

8. I hate my college. All they think is reputation and money, while I have a hard time of studying and understanding my studies. You just teach basic!! But you want professional qualities??!! Hell No!! One of the reason why I hate my current course.

9. I hate how simple minded I am. Yeah, I'm simple minded, but when something that I take interest in I'll try to look for another way.

10. I hate how addictive I am with Anime. Too addictive until I hate people who found fault in anime according to my religion.

11. I hate kids. I'm not good with them, but I love babies. They are like my toys for my boredom. I'll play and babysit them, but when I need my space do not disturb me with their crying and screaming.

12. I hate people who are asking stupid question just to be able to chat with me. I accept the fact if that you are a kid. But when you are a student, of course you know what school teach you right? Then why do you bothered asking me where do I learned english if I am not American.

13. I hate when I easily lost interest in what I'm working on. Because that is one of the reason I'm not motivated to do the works.

14. I hate meeting new people. It feels like meeting a president. I need to take care of my attitude and that fake smiles!!! But when I found that person is approachable, I'll be gladly to meet he/her for the second time.

15. I hate my multi talents. Why I have multi talents yet I'm not using or polish it for a good use? Other than drawing and design anime that is. Like sewing and baking, everything are begginers level yet I'm not practicing it. Who know I might be able to use it for works.

16. I hate how forgetful I am. I easily forgot my task and my prepared event for me to practiced to discipline myself.

17. I hate pasta and spaghetti. My personal opinions, they taste like lipstick. And one of the food that easily made me dizzy.

18. I hate how I rant a lot yet I'm not changing what I rant. Like what I'm doing now. I rant what I don't  like about myself yet I did nothing to change it.

19. I hate studying. All I want now is to learn something that I like. Not what you choose me to learn.

20. I hate insect and bugs. Those tiny eyes and legs. And you don't know when they might bite you.

21. I hate how I like cute and sleeveless dress or summer dress yet I can't wear it. Culture and religion stuff, so I can't debate more.

22. I hate how messy my room is.

23. I hate my attitude and personality matches with my mom's. Because all I follow is your negative traits TT^TT. Sorry mama. But good things I have my dad's positive traits.

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I think that's all. I Don't know what to rant anymore. Btw, thanks for reading it.