LETTERS||Jungkook ff|| mature 21+

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟻:𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛

*****

I look into your big beautiful eyes
and what I see breaks my heart,
i see so much hurt and so much pain.
and I know that's just the start,
I know there's so much more inside.
so much more than you let on,
you keep so much hidden in there
but the causes for it were all wrong.

You bring out a very fierce protectiveness in me,
I just want to hold you and keep you safe,
from anyone and anything that can hurt you,
you just need to have a little faith.

You have been through so much pain,
too much for you to have to have gone through,
the world just decided to bite off and throw at you,
so much more than you could ever chew.

You look at yourself and you are disgusted,
but I look at you and i see so much more,
i see a very beautiful, intriguing woman full of mystery,
whose head I want to get inside to end that war.

I wish you could see you through my eyes,
I wish you could see what I see when I look at you,
you are the most gorgeous person i have ever met,
with a heart of solid gold through and through.

******

Chapter 5: last letter

Very rarely I get dreams. I have never dreamt something like this. Is it common to have a dream of someone whom you don't know? Is it common to feel the dream to be so real? One thing which I am not able to figure it out is the girl, whom I drew was there in my dream. And to be more surprised, is the name I called her. y/n?

Do I know her? Is she someone I should be known? Is she someone from my past life or something? But odd thing I felt about this dream is I felt like I know her. And we were making love? Is it possible for me love someone? Is it possible for me to accept someone as my love? Will there be someone to accept me after knowing that I wouldn't be able to sleep without a good fucking sex?

About this dream, should I take it has positive or a negative experience. Positive that yes, I am worth to be loved by someone. Or negative about the girl dying because of me. They say if you dream about someone you don't know, it means you will definitely meet this person in real life . does that mean I will meet y/n in real life? And I will be in love with her?

I think I am being delusional now. There is no way I will fall in love. I think I am seeing all these dreams because of the stress which I am going through. I should stop thinking about this matter and focus on my presentation which will be held in Paris. Me and my Hyung, Jung hoseok will be going on business trip together. If I will be able to win this project, it will have a huge profit in publication industry.

But convincing the CEO of that company is a difficult task. He and hobi Hyung are very good friends from very long time. He will be the one introducing me to him. I hope he will be convinced by my ideas.

There is one more task that I have to complete before leaving to Paris. The final step to make completely believe my fake love story with some imaginary y/n to be real. I have to write a runaway letter to y/n and post it along with a ticket to Paris. I have to mention everything, from my profession to the reason why we should runaway from Korea and live separately.

Jimin confronted me saying that ji-eun had asked him about my love story. He said that she had some confusion in her mind regrading all these. He also said that she will be leaving Korea and she will be moving to Australia completely. So when she goes to Australia I can come back to Korea after business meet and live my regular life as before. I have prepared letter; the only chore is to give it to ji-eun to post the letter.