MAKE U MINE

I don't care

Anokhi(PoV)
I am transported back 2 years: surrounded by  college campus. Our backpack straps around both shoulders on a crisp day, our hands in each other’s jacket pockets as we met up briefly between classes — a kiss, a hug, a quick story. We were a brochure for dreamy love. We made it look good; we made it look easy. And it was good and easy, for a very long time.

Now, I see him see me and his face lights up. I know that face by heart I can feel any and all sense and rationality leaving my body.

How many times have I imagined this meeting in the past decade? How many versions have played through my mind — the angry, the passionate, the blasé version

But also i reminded all the tears i brimmed just because of him,the difficulties i faced which i didn't deserve, that one thing i didn't supoused to loose

Shaurya(PoV)
The word describing your emotional state is “ambivalence,” and yes, I would consider it entirely normal It simply means that you are feeling two different emotions. They can be similar emotions, or they can be different emotions - or even conflicting. It is normal to feel anger after a relationship breakup, and that is what you are describing. It is also normal to feel longing and nostalgia for the past, and you are also describing that. Bottom line is that it takes time to heal from an emotional wound. People often do not want to hear that, because they tend to want a “quick fix.
It hurts more when u still love ur ex so badly and the thing that makes u weak to confront them is that the last day with them was spent screaming,hurting and obviously crying.It  hurts when the break up wasn't a mutual one and you have to force yourself to break it although u never expected it to break

"Shaurya" she whispered

"Anokhi" he whispered

They both were coming closer for the first time after the whole frikin 2 years
Both not breaking the eyelock and why would they and
as anticipated,BOOM
Shaurya was blessed with a tight slap,the anger the feirceness could be seen in her eyes
Shaurya Ofcourse somewhere expected a slap but not on thiee first meet
He wasn't agitated on the sudden move because he deserved this

Anokhi stormed off that place  as soon as possible
The whole scene was witnessed by  both the groups
Sarah didn't expect Anokhi's this move.He suddenly went near Shaurya as he can't see his only brother in that condition
Sarah:Bhai..bhaiya

Shaurya:Its...its okay i am not hurt i somewhere deserved this.Lets go...i..i don't want  to ruin ur timing

Nina: its okay if u aren't comfortable in doing this dinner today

Shaurya:Its okay Nina i am okay

sarah:Promise u are okay

Shaurya:Promise,he pulled her cheek
They went back and settled themselves

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Mike:OH MY GOD"he gulped
Spencer if i am not wrong,he is her ex

Spencer:Yes he is

Mike:Oh he derserved it,how somebody can hurt such a sweet girl like like i can't even imagine dumping a girl ,i think i should also give a  tight...

Spencer:Mike just shut up don't utter a single word if u don't know anything,u are just blaberring whats coming in ur mind

Mike:What
He was going to say something but stopoed as she saw spencer going towards Anokhi

Anokhi was totally in a vulnerable state,though it couldn't be seen but she know her and seeing ur ez whim u still love  unexpectatley after 2 years was totally a terrible feeling