Ghost 2 : ALIVE

ALIVE XX

The doors to the abandon bar flew open and in she walked in.. She left Kapri, La'Torah and Diana where they stood back at the house.

She slowly walked in looking at the men before her not sugar coating anything.

" Hello boys .. " The doors shut after her.

They said nothing and watched as she took out a seat at a table and sat down.

" What do you want ? " Tavon asked .

" Nothing that concerns you ... i'm here for them .. " Deja waved her hand and the doors opened .

" You can go .. "

" I'm not going anywhere .."

" Then shut the fuck up .. " She slammed them back.

" I wouldn't be looking for you if it wasn't urgent .. I searched up and down new york .. nothing .. I get to L.A .. first couple days nothing .. then all of a sudden here you are in this bar. So let's just cut to this .. I'm pregnant .. "

" Whaaat! oh come on really ... really .. this is some bull-"

" Shut up .. " Derek lifted his hand to Tavon.

" Who's is it ?" Derek ask.

" I have a medical condition .. long story short .. I am pregnant by the both of you .."

" I don't believe it .. "

" WHY DO YOU KEEP TALKINGGGGG?" Jayceon yelled.

" Because this is impossible .. "

" THIS WHOLE SHIT IS IMPOSSIBLE " Jayceon shook his head .

" Your pregnant with my child .. the first time i have sex with you i'm dead now i'm gonna have a child and i'm dead .. " Derek rubbed his head .

Jayceon sat straight faced .

" Jayceon ? " Deja called.

He sat for a second ... debating .

" You love that child with everything you got because i'm done .. " He said .

" What do you mean your done ? " Deja stood up.

" I've walked around on this earth beyond my years .. I am tired Deja .. I'm done .. and not even a baby can change that .. "

" Wha.. " She stopped herself .

" You thought I came here to tell you I was pregnant so that would make you stay ? "

" Why else would you tell me ? "

" BECAUSE YOUR GOING TO BE A FATHER AND YOU DESERVE TO KNOW WHAAAT! " She snapped .

"I'm tired Deja.. I've accepted it .. i'm gone .. i'll always be gone and i'm never coming back even when you brought me back .. I still felt dead .. because i am .. I'm dead Deja .. and i'm ready to go now . "

" You don't want to see your child at all ? " She asked .

" No .. I don't ..  "

" Derek .. do you feel the same ? " She looked at him .

" How pure was it ? " Derek asked .

" What ? "

" How pure was the way you brought him back ?"

" Derek No!!! "

" SHUT UP TAVON! " Derek yelled .

" The purest it could get .. " Deja answered .

" I want my baby .. I want to come back .. " He said .

" I need you to bring me back .. "

" I don't want to come back .. I don't want to be around .." Jayceon walked up to Deja and gently grabbed her by her face .

" I don't think i ever said Thank you.. Thank you for helping me .. thank you for not turning your back on me .. thank you for being what everybody else wasn't .. thank you for putting up with me .. Thank you for loving me and trying to love me the way nobody else would .. Thank you for everything that you have ever done .. "

She stared in his eyes .. damn those eyes .

" Thank you for making me smile .. making me feel warm .. making me feel alive  .. bringing me back for a short period of time .. It's so wrong that we met like this .. it's wrong that we met in two different lifetimes .. In other life .. We'll meet again .. i'll be alive and it will be better .. I promise it will be better .. "

Tears fell from his eyes and he quickly wiped them away looking back in hers.

" I stole something from you .. someone from you and as much as you love me .. and I love you .. you never .. stopped thinking about this person .. wondering .. you never backed down for this person either and you had every right .. I think in this life .. that is your person and if it wasn't for me .. You would have them .. I want you to have them .. My time is done been done and i've accepted that now .. i'm ready . "

Deja nodded slightly .. understanding .

Jayceon let go of her face and touched her stomach..

" Hey baby .. The oldest baby .. it's your daddy .. I just want you to know that your dad loves you without even seeing you without touching you and dad will always be with you in your heart because you are mine but .. You will have another dad .. He will raise you , protect you and love you as his own .. I'll warn you that motherfucker is annoying and he definitely doesn't look better than me .. shit i personally think the nigga is ugly but " He laughed .

" I know that he will love you .. I feel in my soul that he will treat you the same as his own child .. He will do the very best he can for you cause what i learned from your mom ... I've got to know him a little bit too Cool and understanding that's the two words I used. I know he's not your dad and will never be but I need you to give him a chance .. Your mother will raise you right.. She's the best thing that ever happened to me .. The best thing that ever happened for us "

" But .. I have another baby that I never got to meet and I can't wait to see .. He has been waiting on me for a long time and i've been avoiding him .. I'm finally done avoiding .. I love you kid and I always will .. " He let go of her stomach and then looked back at Derek .

" I promise .. " was all Derek said and Jayceon understood .

He started to walk toward the front door of the bar and was scared about what would happen when he would open it. He knew his fate wouldn't be amazing or something epic but he accepted it for what it was. He was surprise when he yanked those doors open and a beaming blinding light fell over him .. taking him in and consuming him whole.

He had pasted over .. The peace finally caught up to him and he was gone .. for real this time .