Control The CEO

Chapter 10

Control The CEO

Chapter 10

❝Crying❞

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Waking up, the first thing that I do is take my meds and then I stand up and walk to the kitchen to get something to eat since I'm hungry. I find just some cereal and eat that. I get a bowl and the milk from the fridge and then a spoon. I pour the cereal into the bowl and then pour some milk and then I take the bowl to the table where I sit down and start eating. It's good. I look at the wall to see that there is a little dot there. I already knew of this dot because I was the one that drew it in the first place.

It was the first day that we moved in here, I had done it because I wanted to leave my mark here. Or I think that is why I did it. I was going through a lot at the time and who knows where my mind had been at the time? I don't think there is anyone that knew about that. That dot isn't that visible but from my seat, I can always find it and I think I'm the only one who knows where it is.

I eat my breakfast and then I notice that Leo walks into the kitchen. He doesn't get anything, but rather he walks over to the table and towards me where I sit and he sits down beside me. "We need to talk" He says to me, there is something in his voice that I can't understand. I know that we need to talk, since we weren't able to talk that much yesterday. "Yes, we need. Tell me why you think I'm going to marry Ace, because that is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard" I say to him.

Perhaps I have heard more ridiculous things in my life, but it at least falls into that category. He nods at me and then takes my hand. "Davina, I know you're confused about this and there is a lot that you don't understand but listen to me now, I've taken care of you since we were born" He begins. I nod at him. I already know that he has taken care of me and I know that he has been the best brother that anyone could ever have. All right, I need to stop getting lost in my mind and listen.

I'm not that very good at listening to people, but I need to focus. "But, now I need to have a life and I can't take care of you anymore" He says to me. I gasp when he says this as water forms in my eyes. "You don't love me anymore?" I ask him sadly. Leo has always been there for me and we do everything together. But, now he doesn't want me. I push away his hand away from me as I stand up, not caring how I haven't finished my breakfast. I'm not that hungry all of a sudden.

The tears have started to run down my face. "No. That's not what I mean. Why can't you ever be normal for once?" He asks, I can feel the anger in his tone which makes me cry even harder. I guess that's why he doesn't love me. I'm not normal. I know that I'm not normal but I thought my brother, the one that has always been there for me would understand that. I let out a sob as I run to my bedroom and close the door and lock it so he can't get in.

I was allowed to have a key to my bedroom when I proved that I would not harm myself if I lock the door. But, now I really want to do something. I deserve it anyway. If I hurt myself then I would feel the pain that Leo feels when he's around me because he doesn't really care about me. He doesn't love me. He wants me to be normal, but we both know that I will never be normal and I wasn't born like everyone else and I will never be like them at all.

I throw myself on the bed and under the covers as I let the tears fall and soak into my pillow. I don't really care about that. My chest hurts so much and my heart is in so much pain that even those tears can't even do anything. "Davina, open this door right now!" Leo's voice can be heard on the outside of the door as he is knocking on the door, or more like pounding on the door. I don't let him in nor am I going to answer him for that matter. He hurt me really much.

My sobbing is loud, but I do not care for that nor do I care for how he is still trying to get in. I'm not going to let him in. I just cry and cry. I cry until I have a headache. I do deserve this headache because I'm such a terrible person because I'm not normal and I'm not the one that he wants. My brother, my best friend doesn't want me. He doesn't love me. I'm the one that no one wants around and I'm the one that Leo hates because I'm not normal like he wants me to be.

I cry until I hear a voice that I did not expect to hear. I have no idea how long I have been here crying in my room and I know that it doesn't really matter because I'm not worth it. But, when I hear his voice, I do stop crying. "Please open the door" Ace's voice speaks and I find that I sit up on the bed and look at the door. Even when I'm not looking at him, I know that he's there. Why is Ace here? He's the reason for this whole thing. I hate him. "Go away" I tell him, and my brother as a tear run downs my cheek.