Control The CEO
Chapter 8
❝Dog and cat person... maybe❞
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Married? Did I just hear him right or did I just imagine it? There actually are times that I do imagine things that did not happen but they felt so real inside my mind. Which is why I'm on medication, my mind can sometimes be a bit strange and it can have these very strange thoughts. Mostly about hurting myself and doing fun things with my body. I'm not allowed to have knives nor anything sharp. I stare at his face for a moment, not certain if I did hear him right or if I imagined it.
I'm not even seeing him when I look at his face. That does happen some times, that I look at things but am so far lost in my mind that my thoughts just keep spinning and yet I'm not able to figure anything out. The more I think about it, the less it makes sense. That the two of us are supposed to get married. I don't understand that. I don't want to get married. "Why?" I only asks since I don't have anything else to ask nor even say for that matter. I'm shocked about this.
Of course I'm shocked. It's not every day that someone says that I'm supposed to get married to them, is it? My life isn't like normal and like every one else's which means this could be normal for other people. But I have to guess that none of this is normal for other people. Ace only chuckles at my question as if it is amusing to him. I glare at him. I would rather get married to anyone else in the world than him, and I would never get married in the first place. It's far too much trouble for my taste.
"That is a question to be answered later. Don't worry, Davina. You will understand soon enough" He tells me. That isn't good enough for me. I need answers. I let out a groan. "You really are annoying, you know that right?" I ask him. Though I don't really want him to answer that because we both know the truth and we both know that. Ace just doesn't really want to admit any of that because then he will be weak, but I suppose he will just be weak for not admitting it. There is just not winning in this situation.
I let out a small giggle to myself as I think about how he is weak but at the same time he isn't but he is. Now, I'm confusing myself as I have no idea what my mind is actually doing and I'm pretty sure that my mind is a bit insane sometimes. "Davina?" Ace asks me. I look at him and nod but I still glare at him. "What?" I ask him, confused. I really just want to go home and talk to my brother. Leo will know about this and he will do something about it.
My parents as well. They would never let someone marry me unless they had some say in it. And I should have a say in my own marriage since I'm the one half of it and I say that I'm not getting married. At least not now nor ever. Like I said, it's trouble and it is far too much things that need to be done. Clothes, flowers, cake and vows. Far too much trouble that I would just rather skip and besides if two people love one another they should just be together. Why need a ring and a wedding and marriage to tell that they belong to each other?
"Why don't I take you home, it's been a hard day and it's best you get some rest" He says. My glare only becomes worse when I look at him. "You're not taking me anywhere. Least of all home" I say to him. "And for the record, I don't need rest. I'm fine. Maybe you need rest because you're a little bit messed up in the head and coming from someone that is, I know for a fact that you are not all right in there and should get checked out" I tell him.
Then I walk away from him. Not even able to stand him any longer. I take up my phone and call Leo. He will have a lot of explaining to do and a lot of things that he need to say to me. And apologize. "I've been so worried about you all day, are you all right? Where are you? You know that you're not supposed to be on your own. Someone has to be with you at all times and then you disappear to God knows where!" Leo says into the phone and then he says something more.
I don't really listen to half of what he says. I notice a very pretty dog in the background. It's so pretty and I want it and it's so good and I want to have a dog. But, at the same time I'm just a bit more of a cat person. Cats are so calming and they like to cuddle while dogs bark and are noisy. I don't really like noises. "I'll take that" Ace suddenly says as he takes my phone from my hand and starts to talk to Leo. I let out a gasp.
How dare he? I hate him even more now. He can't just take my phone like that and talk to my brother. That was a private conversation that I was having with him and while I didn't listen to anything that my brother said, he was still speaking to me. On the other hand I really would like a dog, I mean I know they are a lot of work and they bark and such. But they are so cute. I like cats as well and maybe I will get both of them someday and maybe I will make it work, I think that will do.
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Control The CEO
RomanceDavina is a young woman with a mental illness but despite that her life is as perfect as ever. With her fraternal twin brother by her side and her family that is behind her with her struggles. In her perfectly shaped bubble, her life is everything t...