never say never

ch 2: 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮 𝗰𝗵𝗼𝗶𝗰𝗲

nessas POV
i wake up no alexa? that's weird she's usually right here when i wake up.i get up and look out the window it's still night i sigh out of relief i go out of my room on my tippy toes. i sneak into my family's private kitchen for a snack i see jaden! what the hell.

"nessa" jaden says i swallow "jaden" i say he goes to me wrapping his hands around my waist. "what are you doing" i say "look i know you don't wanna get married i don't either but we have to" he says.

i felt butterflies no nope no way not falling for jaden the asshole hossler i nodded he looked in my eyes as if he was in love.i shake my head and he took his hands off my waist i grabbed a drink of water.

i drank my water and went into coopers room and shook sab "sab" i whisper sab rubs her eyes "what nessa" she whispers "can you come sleep with me i can't sleep" i say.

she nods and gets up and goes to my room with me we both lay down she soon falls asleep and so do i.

i wake up to alexa waking me up she puts a black laced on me and does my hair in a low pony tail.

i go to the dinner table for breakfast i see waffles jaden sits nexts to cooper.sab sits next to cooper and me i eat my waffles my mom and dad come in and sit down.

queen amy and john sit down "i hope you both know this is not a choice" my dad says.

i nod my head "and with that said nessa you will be looking for a dress with sab and some other friends" my mom says.

i nod "sab,cynthia and avani will be coming to pick out the dress" i say smiling.

i finish my breakfast and go out to the garden to see my black roses i sit down and look at them and tears form in my eyes.

the black flowers remind me of my child hood these have been my favorite flowers since i was 5 now that i'm losing them it kills me.

sab comes out and sits next to me she rubs my back "i know it's hard but let time pass by the way you look at eachother isn't a 'i hate you' look it's a i'm in love with you but i'm hiding it' look" she says.

i shake my had "not possible we've hated each since i was 7" i say i'm 19 now and i'm marrying my worst enemy.

"things will get better" sab says sab smiles "you know i hated cooper at first than we both fell in love with eachother" sab says.

i smile "you make him a better person and you know that" i say "true but nessa things happen for a reason" sab says.

i swallow "you're right maybe something crazy will happen" i say i knew that wasn't gonna happen.