thursday, 21st october, 2021
11:20
movies, tv shows, theater basically all the shit you watch.
sooooo watching shit actually help me a lot, like have you watched gossip girl or like only murders in the building or even cruella {i fudging love that movie to the moon and back}, watching these help fuel my night time scenarios.
for example how i'm like married to timothee chalamet or how my besties bella hadid and amala dlamini {ogs know who i am talking about} or basically how i'm just married to a fictional character from ethiopia named haidar turad {idk why I am obsessed with ethiopians like they are soooo pretty}
squid game one of the series i have still not watched. i tried to watch the first episode but that went down the drain. i literally stopped at the beginning where some kids were like playing football or something.
okay so before i continue I just had this random thought. i want to clarify that the date and time above is the date and time that I started writing the entry, so yeah.
right now at this second it's 11:34 so I better get to sleeping. i will post this once my neighbor turns their WiFi one {they are non-binary}
friday, 22nd october, 2021
21:28
right, so this entry is about shit you watch.
i literally just finished watching squid game. after i wrote whatever i wrote in the beginning of this entry, i finally had the courage to watch it. and heck is it awesome.
I have grown to hate Cho-sang woo and that thug man and that 'nineteen' year old girl {yes the air quotes were necessary because i really don't believe she is nineteen}.
i have also grown to love sae-byeok {67} and ali and partially gi-hun.
I have never cried that much in my life. poor ali, poor 67 all because of that useless sang-woo.
so enough of the sad stuff. let's talk about euphoria.
so i am muslim and all the stuff that happens in euphoria is not like......
yeah so anyway is it only me or do I actually like nate. probably because i kinda relate to him in a weird way or maybe because I am in love with Jacob elordi.
it's 21:48 now and my phone is almost dead so time to switch to my laptop.
i have switched to my laptop.
so anyway as i was saying nate and i we have a connection. i do not have any daddy issues but like i just always relate to the villain.
christopher mckay...mmmm...mmm...one of my biggest crushes. love him.
you might be wondering why i have sooo many crushes well that's the life of a twenty-one year old muslim.
{that way a pretty good ending right *winks*}
