We laughed together for a little while, then he asked:
"Are you sure you can wait for me to be ready? I don't know how long it will take."
"I'm sure. I'm actually not waiting at all, in fact. I never imagined us to ever happen in the first place, so it feels like plenty."
I immediately felt very cringy and very cheesy, and was about to regret saying this. But I quickly stopped that thought when I saw Jungwon blush hard at my words.
Then, I took his hand, making him shiver, and said:
"Although, I think we should talk about what having sex is. I have the feeling you aren't really informed.
Learning about it could help you prepare for it and even maybe looking forward to it."He suddenly seemed overwhelmed, but still nodded with a smile.
My boy really wasn't ready to hear what all this sex thing was about.
However, I was the one not prepared for what he did.
He suddenly said with flushed cheeks:
"I said three more dates until we kiss and it already had been more than that. But I feel ready now."
And after I had nodded and closed my eyes to let him launch it, he leaned towards me and came to put a peck on my cheek.
Just like the hand holding, he straightened back more red than red, and lowered his eyes.
Which was a good thing, since I happen to be taken over by a serious nosebleed...
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Jay's Diary || Jaywon
FanfictionDear Diary, I have a huge crush on my best friend, Jungwon.