"Pathetic" you mutter, the boys gather round you and one offers his nd it was Yamamoto "sorry" he apologies for the ball that sent you to mars. You sighed sadly and got up only to find that practice was finished. A small shot of happiness started through you, you grabbed your bag and headed to the foster centre. On your way there a boy bumped into you. "O-h! s-sorry!" he quickly apologises for his actions and helps you up, he was quite cute actully. "No, no it's my fault i should be apologising" you sighed. "Hey you play Nekoma's female team?" he pointed at your uniform, "yeah but i'm on the boys team" you sighed.
After meeting the boy you to got along well actully, the boy's name was Tenko he was very warm to you. After a year of knowing Tenko also dating him all of it went down hill.
"Babe, i'm home" you cooed closing the door. You ended up living with Tenko because he did not have any parents either so that was an upside. You gently shut the door and heard rustling noises from the bedroom. You walked up stairs and carefully creaked the door open to see Tenko kissing another girl, Sakura.
Your bully. "Oh, ok, i'll leave" you smiled slightly as a tear rolled down your cheek. "WAIT IT'S-" "Ugh! so it's not what it looks like yoru so rude!" Sakura bared her teeth, "no, no it is what it looks like Tenko but i fully understand i was only a peice of smoething in yoru heart i had no meaning whatsoever so i'll just let myself out" you were about to leave when a rough hand held a grip on your wrist.
"Hey!, let go of me!" you cried pulling away, Tenko threw you to the ground and punched your eye harshly. You howled in pain, "IT IS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE YOUR SO BLIND I WAS SIMPLY..using you!" he cackled. You escaped from his grasp and ran off in tears but still smiling.
You stopped in the street and called Kuroo since he had grown close to you, Kuroo or the team never knew every night you would get PTSD, anxiety attacks, panic attacks and you nearly lost the only sane part of your self you have left.
"Kuroo, could i come over?" you croaked. "Sure the front doors open" you could hear his smile through the phone. "I'll be there in five, b-bye" and with that you hung up; you walked to Kuroo's hiuse whcih was only five minutes away so you didn't have to rush. You knocked on the boys door and he was quick to answer, "come in" he smiled you walked in but quickly threw yourself onto him for a hug that he shared the embrace with.
"Kuroo?" you questioned, "Hmm?" he replied "i-i'm not what i used to be", you sighed. "Hey my parents won't be home this week so lets go watch a movie" you looked up at his smiling face. You nodded slightly in approval and he carried you to the couch, you plopped down and hooked your arms around his neck as he played the movie.
"I'm not what i used to be."
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I want to be this {Kuroo x reader}
FanfictionY/n was forced to do everything as a kid it always had to be perfect but she never wanted that she wanted volleyball
