I want to be this {Kuroo x reader}

"I'm here"

Your mother had gotten out of jail a year early in your third year, reason being was because they say the death was caused by her pills that she overdosed on. That was the worst thing that you needed but you tried your best not to dawn on it, the next day you were expected to be there at your mothers realese from jail the one thing you didn't want. "Hi honey" she smiled, "mhm" you replied looking away.

The officer drove you back to your house. "You can stay in the guest room" you shooed her off into her place in hopes this was some bad dream or you were in a never ending coma. 

She seemed alot more clingy after she got out always calling you nicknames that a loving gentle mother would call their chils, and trying to cheer you up even though she bared the weight on you since you were little, it annoyed you that she was hinting obviously that she wanted you back in her life. You wanted nothing to do with her in yoru free time she would annoy you but when she had free time she was out partying with friends and doing her own stuff.

It was a teusday morning and you walked to school with your headphones jammed in your ears and your hands in your Nekoma jacket listening to music, while you were in a world that you veiwed as perfect but sadly it could never be real. As you kept walking you finally made it to the gym ready to practice, "morning Y/n" Yaku greeted, you nodded back tired and blank.

Your side has been really sore for the past week the stab wound your mother permanently left with you, you don't know why it hurt but all you know is it felt like it spilt open in practice. As you went to spike the ball you missed due to a sharp pain earning a scream from your lips making you fall back down, "Y/N!" Lev rushed over to you and saw the blood seeping out of your shirt on the floor, he was cautious to lift it up but did so any way, only to see the laceration on your stomach had split open again.

"GUYS CALL AN AMBULANCE!" he rushed Kuroo who was already dailing the number, the paramedics took you away Kuroo came along because they allowed him to. He was so scared you were so scared and in immense pain, "Miss L/n the laceration on your side was opened due to some medication have you taken any unperscribed pills that you know of or remember?" the doctor pulled down his glasses.

Your breath hitched when you realised you hadn't taken any pills for two whole weeks for a whole month as a matter of a fact, "n-no i haven't for a whole month" he had a face of worry "what did you have for dinner last night?" it was an odd question but you obliged.

"I hade, soba" he nodded "did anything taste off or peculiar about the soba?" he scribbled on his clipboard, "yeah...it tasted really funny but i had only just made it" he stopped writing and sighed. "Well we might need to get to observe the soba to see if anything was in your food to cause the tragedy," you had only one person in mind that may have done that to your food. 

Your mother

You were sure it would be her one half of your life she treated you like a chew-toy, then after she was released she treated you like she was your only left, you were never a one sided person when it came to people telling you they are your best friend and they loved you, they would be there for you till death do us apart. But you knew they lied through their teeth it was like a neon sign on their heads that read 'i'm lying'.