I'm a virgin type of person// l.s

Chapter 2

It's been exactly 4 hours 34 minutes since Louis has not replied. And even though I don't know the guy only that he's 23 years old and he is most likely more experienced in you know what. Maybe he doesn't want to talk to me? Maybe it's just a whole big dare to see how many men ... Or even girls he's pulled? What if he got attacked and he's now being tortured while tied to a chair? So many things are going through my mind that I am startled by the sound of my phone .. Going off!
I jump to the other side of my bed my cannot-be-tamed-curls flying all over the place which is almost always covers my eyes.

-new message-

Louis Tomlinson (online guy)
Hey Harold this is your number right? Anyway your not an online Virgin now because you've found me :) x

I'm so thrilled by his text because he is 100% correct I'm not a virgin at something and the thought of that just gives me a boost of confidence that I didn't know I had bottled up. Maybe Niall was right I shouldn't get worked up on the littlest things like I did with the kisses I am a grown man that is extremely inexperienced but I know that if I ( well Niall ) gave Him kisses it doesn't mean anything. Well nothing extreme anyway.

I must've daydreamed for a long time as I am yet again startled by the sound of my phone notifying me that I have received a new message, which happens to come from Louis.

From Louis Tomlinson :
Hey I know you've read my message are you ignoring me this early on in our relationship. :( x

I'm such a failure I've made him upset, already and it's what been  5hours and 6 minutes since the first text was sent. A smile does begin to form at the word relationship but then a frown is soon replaced as I have no idea what he means and I'm the type of person that needs to know the precise detail of anything and of everything. My confusion is only heightened when I see the smile he sent me but isn't he angry. I am so confused and I don't really like it.

To Louis Tomlinson:
Omg I'm so sorry I day dream .. ALOT and what do you mean relationship?  x

From Louis Tomlinson:
Oh Harold, I was only joking. What am I going to do with you? :D x

I let out a deep breath that I didn't even know I had bottled up. He was only joking, Niall and Liam always say I can't take a joke. I don't know whether to class that as an insult but I've known them since I was only 6 years old and I know they would do anything for them and I would like to think they know I would do the same. At high school they were the popular people always getting the girls and for Niall getting the odd boy now and again.

I remember when Niall had meet this boy who he fell madly in love with. He was the guy that made him question his sexuality and he turned out to be bisexual . He finally told the boy who he spoke too and thought they loved each other. But sadly it turned out the boy was playing some sick twisted joke on him. Ever since Niall goes out most days drinking and come back with mostly girls but you see the odd boy sneaking out of the room.

It makes me sad seeing him so broken and what's worse is he doesn't know how to cope... How to deal with pain.

That is probably one of my worse fears, being tortured by the love you once had; constantly reminded what you once had and it just slipped out of your grasp and you have no control.

To: Louis Tomlinson
Sorry. x

straight after I sent him that message my phone buzzed again.

From: Louis Tomlinson
You need to not apology so much Harold x

To: Louis Tomlinson
*harry :/ x

From: Louis Tomlinson
**harold xx

To:Louis Tomlinson
I'm not going to win this, am I? :D xx

From: Louis Tomlinson
No Harold xx

"Harry have you heard anything from your lover boy?" I heard Niall say behind my door, slowly opening it now wanting to barge in.

"Yeh I've been texting him" I beam.

Niall looks at me a smile spreading across his face. I can tell that he's thinking back to when him and zayn, the boy who broke his heart, had there good moments before the dark clouds came rolling in and secrets were spilled.

"Have you heard from ... Him" I ask Niall, not wanting to say Satans name in case he's still taking the blow of it all.

"You mean zayn. No I haven't not for the last couple of years. But it's cute that you still care?" Niall says sitting down on my bed while I fumble with my phone.

"You know it wasn't your fault ni. That dickhead didn't deserve such a wonderful down to earth person you are." I saw looking at him, his smile is no longer on his face.

"OMG Harry Edward styles swore!" Niall gasped, over exaggerating a shocked expression.

I chucked a pillow at him, telling him to shut up. I dont swear that often actually i rarely swear, only in certain circumstances.

"Anyway Liam is coming over so be nice"

Liam Payne is madly in love with Niall but he doesn't think being gay is right. He just needs to open his eyes, but he's to arrogant.