I'm a virgin type of person// l.s

Chapter 3

" I don't under stand you guys" I mumble looking at the two boys who are tickling each other mercilessly.

"What was that Harry, I haven't fucked anyone yet?" Liam snapped.

I believe Liam has a grudge against me as I always question his sexuality especially when he's with Niall.

" LIAM!" Niall snapped just as harsh.

I smirked at Liam as I know he hates being in Niall's bad books for a certain reason you and I both know.

" it's ok Niall I'll just go into the kitchen, don't want to ruin your guys date" I say looking at Niall innocently sending him a wink.

I completely ignore the death glares I receive by Liam as I walked out the door. Damn he is really in denial... deNIALL.
I know one day those two will hook up but its a certain case when Liam comes to terms with his sexuality. I'm just praying to God that he will be fair on Niall and not make Liam turn out like zayn, he's gone through enough and I just hate seeing my Irish chap unhappy. I hate him going to clubs and sometimes not coming home till the next morning. Niall was never like that, as pure and innocent as anyone can be, well maybe except me because I have done nothing sexual. Hopefully that will change in the near future. Talking about the near future I send a quick reply to Louis.

To Louis Tomlinson
I want to know a bit more about you? If that's okey of course. Remember I'm 21 not 69 x

I find myself a little thirsty so I decide to make myself a cup of tea. Nothing like a good cuppa on a Sunday morning, I think as I sit down gently blowing the surface of the tea.

From Louis Tomlinson
That's totally fine with me so do we just say random facts about ourselves and be completely honest with each other. That's what complete old sex addict man would say- get it .. 69xx

To Louis Tomlinson
Yeh sure. Why sex addict :/ xx

From Louis Tomlinson
69... You do know what that means right xx

To Louis Tomlinson
Is it something that's gone viral? Xx

Should I be embarrassed that I don't know what this 69 phase is?

From Louis Tomlinson
It's like a sex position look it up.. If you dare :D xx

From Louis Tomlinson
Harold I know this May seem quite personal but are you like a virgin? If it makes you feel better I'm a 23 year old virgin, can't get any worse than me xx

A blush covers my cheeks as I reread the text Louis has just sent me. Should I lie and say I'm the most experienced person who was just oblivious about I guess a popular sex position. I am completely astonished that Louis is a Virgin.. And how old was he again, 23. I thought I was the only person In the world except that 40 year old virgin they made a film about. Should I look '69' up on google.. it's not going to be really graphic, children use google! I nervously check my surroundings and make sure Niall and Liam are flirting away which they are. I open up Google on my phone and type 69 on google images. One of the biggest mistake I have ever done in my life.

"Nasty" I squeal like a girl as I see two men giving each other blowjobs. Yes I know what a blow job is, I'm not the oblivious.

To Louis Tomlinson
Omg I just looked up 69 on Google.. Why did I ever think it would've been a good idea. I thought I was the only person in the world except that dude they made a film about who is a virgin. If I'm going to be completely honest with you I haven't done anything... Including ... Kissing. Please don't judge me xx

From Louis Tomlinson
Same here. It's good that were being honest this far on in our relationship. I warned you styles ;) xx

To Louis Tomlinson
I don't understand.. Xx

From Louis Tomlinson
I'm flirting silly. Get use to it baby ;). How can you be a virgin by your profile picture your absolutely stunning.. If I knew you in real life I wouldn't be able to keep my hands off you xx

If only he saw how utterly ugly I am in real life. My legs are to long, I hate being tall I feel so self conscious ,always bending my legs while talking to people. I hate my voice I used to get tease at school at how slow I speak and how low my voice is. I moved to Doncaster but I'm originally from Holmes chapels. I hate my hair, it's too curly, like a girl Niall teases me in a friendly way at how long my hair is.. But long hair don't care. I mostly put it in a bum or shove some hat my mum got for me for Christmas. It looks at bit like a safari hat but I like it.. It's different than the usual snapbacks you see people my age wear. Lastly, I always blush.

To Louis Tomlinson
I wish I could see you? Xx

To Louis Tomlinson
Omg I sounded like a creep I'm sorry. I'm just really awkward without realising xx

From Louis Tomlinson
*picture received (the picture is up top, looks familiar doesn't it ) *

From Louis Tomlinson
I expect that to be your background on your phone xx

Wow he is utterly beautiful.. That is generally the first words that pop into my head. I blush yet again as I'm thinking at how utterly breath taking this practical stranger is. Is a model? He should be.

To Louis Tomlinson
Your utterly beautiful Louis :)xx

Omg why did I say that. Omg he's not going to reply. Well done styles, well done. Your so pathetic-

From Louis Tomlinson
Thank you Harold, not nearly as breath-taking you are though baby ;) xxx