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" Kya hai?! " He went towards the door and opened it asking him angrily. Hamza looked at him innocently. Rolling his eyes at hamza he looked at his side only to find her standing and smiling at him teasingly.
" Sorry haan bhai... But neeche mere shaadi ki discussion ho rahi.. Aur aap ko wahan hona hai.. So mamma bula rahi aap ko..! " Saying so he ran. Making Shehnaaz laughed and Sidharth pissed.
" Itna bada gadha ho gya hai.. Shaadi hone wali.. Pr Harqatein wahi hai ..! " He said face palming himself making Shehnaaz laugh more. He looked at her face admiring her laughing face. As he got to see her smiling after so long. Finally she's being herself again. His Shehnaaz is coming back to him.
" Chaliye.. Warna phir aa jayega hamza..! " She said pulling him out of his thoughts. He smilingly followed her down the stairs to the hall.
" Khala jaan.. Shehnaaz hamare walime me hogi toh sabhi log doubt krenge...! " As soon as they reached they heard Nadia saying this. Which made Shehnaaz a little sad and Sidharth angry.
" If you have any such problems toh keh do.. We won't attend your marriage.. And it's no big deal for me..! " Said Sidharth with a cold voice. Making Nadia shudder in fear. Whereas hamza looked at him shocked.
" What are you talking bhai? Iska dimag aise hi kharab hai.. You have to be there at any cost.. And leave about people.. Kya krna hai unse hame? ! " Hamza said looking at his brother with a shock.
" Nadia can't you talk some sense? Agar nahi toh chup raha karo..! " Hamza said angrily. Shehnaaz stood there feeling out of the place. She did wanted Sidharth to attend hamza's marriage. She didn't wanted to come in between two loving brother. This was the reason why she agreed to come here and to make things work.
" Baat to waise sahi kahi hai Nadia ne Hamza.. Aap use kuch mat kahiye..! " Said shehnaaz with a low voice feeling guilty thinking that Hamza spoke to Nadia badly because of her. Sidharth looked at her shocked.
" What? Shehnaaz just.. Stay quiet for a while..! " Said Sidharth getting irritated with all these things happening.
" Kyun na hum hamare hi walime ke din aap dono ka bhi walima rakh le.. Aur log agar puchenge bhi toh keh denge ke nikah was a private ceremony.. So we didn't invited much people..! " Suggested Hamza happily. Making everyone else other than Sidharth and Shehnaaz pissed at his idea .
" Are beta.. Idea accha hai... Kya kehte ho Sidharth!? " Asked akira half heartedly .
" Aap ko theek lage toh sahi hai.. ! " Sidharth said normally.
" Theek hai toh phir tay hai ke Hamza aur Nadia ke walime ke saath saath Sidharth aur Shehnaaz ka bhi Walima rakh dete hai..! " She said smiling caressing Shehnaaz's head making her shocked at her sudden changed behavior.
After the discussion Nadia and Samaira with their parents went to there home. Whereas everyone retire to their rooms.
Sidharth came out of the washroom after changing into his night dress and saw her looking at the ring on her finger which he have carefully and thoughtfully. Rubbing his face sadly ge went to her as he knew what she would be thinking.
" Shehnaaz?! " He said softly sitting in front of her . She looked startled by his sudden voice. He held her hand caressing it softly trying to sooth the pain which she's feeling by not being able to meet her parents and feeling left out here.
She was at situation were there was no one except than Sidharth for her. And how does it feels to be left out? Totally alone that's it for her.There's everyone but still no one for her. Her family doesn't wants to see her face which everytime makes her devastated. And here at his home no one else than Hamza feels genuine to her.
Looking at Sidharth also made her guilty everytime for whatever she did to him. Now too she feels angry upon herself for doing this to him. Because of her he was away from his mother and brother. Because of her he made his own mother suffer. Because of her a person like Sidharth who never neglected his mother's one word, made her his without even his mother's consent. There were many such thought revolving around her head which couldn't be taken out without care and love . She can always be a happy and a joyful person throughout the day but at night only she knows how much it hurts . If her parents would have been dead then it wouldn't have hurted her this much because there would have been a constant remembrance that her parents is no more that's why she could meet them. But now the situation is totally upside down. Her parents are perfectly fine but they doesn't wants to see her face. Which would eventually hurt alot.
" Kya ho gaya meri jaan ko? ! " Sidharth said pulling himself forward towards her and cupping her face. Shehnaaz looked upwards towards his face bitting her lower lip and blinking her eyes way too fast than it was required to stop her tears which would flow any time.
He made her look into his eyes which spoke a lot of emotion towards her. She didn't even have a single bit of idea that how much he loves her. Even if she says that she didn't wanted to stay with him anymore, he would even do that for her. But he would never want to see her with someone else. This is his passion towards her. He'll leave her for herself not for some other men.
" I know it's hard meri jaan.. But wo kab tak naraz rahenge? Ek akeli beti ho tum unki.. They'll surely forgive you. But just try to give them some time .. I know.. I know I'm responsible for this.. But mujhse jo hua Maine kiya na Shehnaaz.? Agar kahin bhi chuk gya hun toh bata do.. I'll make it up.. I promise baby.. But please..please don't be this sad.. I can't see you like this everyday. I just want to give you all kind of happiness.. I don't want to make you sad anymore.. Even if you'll tell me to leave yo...! " Before he could continue a loud sob left her mouth. She didn't wanted this. She just wanted a happy to go life. But life has it's own rules. It's not always happy to go life , it's sometimes a path of hurdles and embers which you'd have to cross to get that golden trophy which is resemblance of a happy life ahead.
Shehnaaz just hugged him tightly making him startled with her sudden burst of emotion. He know that she needed this. She had to take out her emotions somehow because if she keeps in those it would be hell bad for her mental health.
She sat on his lap straddling him while nuzzling her face inside the crook of his neck. Sidharth constantly rubbed her back to sooth her. But it's seemed like this would never end. She kept on sobbing. Hearing her painful crys his eyes glisten too.
" Sidharth.. Maine.. Ma.. Maine.. Ye nahi socha tha na... Maine kabhi.. K.. Kisi ke saa..th bura nahi kiya.. Log mujhe hi aise kyun treat krte.. Mai.. Mujhe ab.. Ab bhi.. Bura lagta hai.. Mai aap.. Maine aap ko itni buri tarike se treat kiya.. Mai.. Nahi chahti thi.. Wo ho gya mujhe se... Maaf kr den mujhse.. Please Sidharth.. I'm sorry jaan.. Please..! " She cried more begging him to for his amnesty. Few drop of tears rolled down his eyes hearing her pleadings and begging. He never held any kind of doubt or grievance on her. He knew that he did wrong and she was just punishing him. He never knew that she had held so much inside herself.
" Baba.. Listen.. Mujhse aapse koi shikayat nahi hai.. Aap ne toh Mujhe bas meri saza di mai.. Mujhse jo galati hui uski.. Aap ko guilty feel krne ki koi zarurat nahi hai jaana.. Kyun khud ko takleef de rahi sweetheart..! " He said helplessly . He wasn't understanding how to console her bleeding heart.
" Maine aaj tak kabhi bhi koi complain ki hai kya? Mujhe sab manzoor hai jab tak tum mere saath ho.. Gussa hona ho jao.. Maarna maar lo.. Naraz ho lo sab chalega mujhe.. Mujhse dur ho ye manzoor nahi. Mujhe bas.. Jo kehna keh lo.. Please aise ro nahi na jaan please..! " He said caressing her back softly. He didn't heard her voice after sometimes. Her breathes also was now steady indicating that she was asleep.
Slowly removing her dupatta from her neck and tugging her inside the blanket he too lay down taking her in his arms just to make sure that she's with him all safe and secure. Kissing her forehead softly gaining a small stir and smile from her in sleep too. He too slept while caressing her hair .
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