Shinning Fairies (Fairy Tail One Shots)

Friend

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There was a girl in my school. She wasn't popular. She didn't talk that much, but it wasn't because she was shy.

She was quite a character. She often act as princess. A little wierd but really funny to be honest. Moreover, I knew it, she was the sweetest girl I ever met.

"Natsu! Coffee?"

"Yeah, sure- Ughk!"

"Don't wipe your booger on me! You filthy!"

I wasn't too close to her but I did talk to her quite a lot last year since she was my seatmate to almost our major subjects. But we really didn't hangout outside nor introduce to my other friends because her parents were strict, she said.

Not close I said, but truly I almost spend my time in school with her. She even share her large lunchbox with me sometimes. Help me with my dead last grades, she was one of top in our batch so it was really a honor. "It was easy, The equation is circle, so I use this formula. You dumb"

"... I overthink the problem! Whaaa! I almost perfect the math tho! How come you got it my missed, Natsu?!"

"Whahaha! I think were tutoring me too well and forgot to review yours"

My girlfriend broke up with me at the time. I was really in bad situation with my mental state. I was so depressed and even drowning my self with alcohol and cigarette to sleep. I stretched my hand out to her to help me and she comforted me. She did not missed any night checking on me if I am okay or I was doing fine.

"Why...? What d-did I do? We are just doing fine, but... I can't understand! 'for the best' my ass, I want a p-proper explanation, damn it! Why?! Don't leave me..." That night where I let my emotion exploded, and there she is listening to me, and comforting me. I was really thankful of her. I will forever thank her for that.

A year passed and we qrew apart. Collage made us very busy, i barely talk to her this year.

Last month, 7th day of June, I feel a bit off about her. Something is wrong, I thought to my self. Every time I saw her on campus, she seemed very troubled. I messaged her if she was feeling alright. And she answered 'I don't know what is right anymore. Thanks for asking however :)'

Today, I decided to paid her a visit, but a terrible news greeted me instead

That girl took her life today on the 7th day of July at the age of 17.

I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. Hot liquid escaped from my eyes again, I clenched my fist and almost destroyed my cell phone. I feel guilty.

Will there be a second chance, perhaps? Because isn't it too fast? I... I still have a lot of things to say to her. I don't know how to move forward. I wasn't even able to say a proper thanks to her. I didn't able to say sorry for playing pranks all the time.

Why didn't she talk to me? I want to comfort her when she's at that point of giving up. If I did that, maybe, just maybe she would be alive right now. I want her to feel that there is some one who cares about her. But she just died- like I didn't became part of her life. How unfair.

I'm not even sure if I became a good friend to her. She didn't even open up to me at least once, but I know deep inside how bad her family problems. She don't want me to get caught up to her problems. She want to take it alone. That's how kind she is.

My tears continue to flow.

Maybe, in the other life, I will be at your side every time.

Maybe there, when I met you again, we will met the happy ending that I'm desiring.

Maybe, in that where I am more honest, I can make you more happy.

Maybe, just maybe, at the time there will be no hindrance. No school, only pure adventure and fun

There, we're all stronger

Dependent

All are well.

And maybe when the time comes that you will be in trouble, I will appear and protect you, and even make you happy, join you, and will be forever with you like that magical fairy tale. Maybe...

I stared at the gravestone.

JULY 7, 3:00 AM. YOU WILL BE ALWAYS REMEMBERED.

Rest well, Luce.

The pain stops now.

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THE END

Author's Note; Don't kill me