i'm so insane, 널 지워도 make me cry
+ BASICS !!
# name :: cho ha-kun.
# nick-names :: ko-mi [online alias], kun.
# age :: twenty-two.
# birthday :: november eighteenth.
# ethnicity :: korean.
# occupation :: singer.oh, why you make me crazy?
+ PERSONALITY !!
# likes ::
- singing: it feels like the only sense of relief that he's able to get.
- rationality: having the feeling of an incontrollable sense of irrationality is a burden to anybody, so finally being able to talk some sense into himself gives him that sense of euphoria he's been longing for.
- his fans: although he isn't able to show his identity, he values everybody who listens to his emotions through his music; he longs for somebody to come out and share his struggle, but if he can lessen the pain of others with his voice in the meantime, it feels worth the hassle.
# dislikes ::
- everyday: imagine a sinking feeling of dread falling over you whenever you wake up. although he lives for his supporters, there's no physical element of hope he's allowed to latch onto, so is it really worth it?
- himself: there's a lot of self-depreciation that goes on in ha-kun's mind. although he knows what's wrong with himself, he never likes to come to terms with it, and that leaves him with a big hole in his soul for where hi self-appreciation and love is supposed to go.
- hurting: it's always so painful, but there never seems to be an end; why won't it go away?
# personality :: ha-kun's personality has always been a taboo to both himself, as well as people who have been able to get to know him, whether that's family or friends. there never seems to be an in-between on how he is; one second, he can feel normal, as though he's a regular guy with regular feelings. but the next? he feels a sense of intense dread come along with the personality of being a literal human-repellent. he's impulsive, his thoughts try to take over his actions, he struggles to feel the same empathy as he felt just moments before, and he can become very obsessive. he feels as though the world is against him, and that can make him a very unpleasant person to be around.