You look at her, but secretly I love you [l.s]

5.

I suggest you listen to the song when you see the ':):)'
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January, 5th 2022

3rd person POV:

They were going back to school and Louis had to see Harry and Dana girl hugging. They were not dating yet but everyone thought they were a power couple.

Louis did not agree.

Funny enough, he didn't go to Harry's again. He just stopped and never came back. Why? It hurt.

January, 20th 2022

Louis' POV:

I am done with my song. The name you ask, "Heather". It's inspired by my 'relationship' with Harry.

I know, I know. I should move on, but I can't. I've tried but I just can't. I even kissed this Zayn boy, why? I don't know, I was trying to forget Harry.

Clearly it did not work and I'm still suffering. The Talent Show was in 8 days and I am so excited.

I'm nervous as well, but I just do what I always do when I have a presentation. Pretend you're not nervous until you're actually not nervous.

January, 27th 2022

And I'm nervous, I can't sleep and I had to watch Harry kissing her and hugging and being a lovey dovey and I can't do this anymore.

I cried myself to sleep and I was tired of looking at them so close to each other.

Harry was going to watch my performance tomorrow and I need to do good. So I have to sleep now. C'mon brain.

3rd person POV:

And with that Louis went to sleep. Peacefully- kinda.

He had a nightmare:

Louis was singing his heart out. When he looked at the crowd, Harry was kissing Dana. She was looking at him and said "See, he loves me! Not you, you twink".

"Yeah, I love her. When are you gonna understand that Louis?"

January, 28th 2021:

Louis woke up sweating at 5AM. He couldn't sleep anymore.

Today was the day. Louis was as nervous as he could be. After the nightmare he was a little shaken but managed to go on stage.

:):):):) -listen to the song-

"I still remember
3rd or December
Me in your sweater
You said it looked better" Louis looked everywhere but Harry

"On me than it did you
Only if you knew
How much I like you
But I watch your eyes as she walks by
What I sight for sore eyes
Brighter than a blue sky
She's got you mesmerized
While I die"

Harry was shocked

"Why would you ever kiss me
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater
It's just polyester
But you like her better
Wish I were Heather"

Harry was on the verge of tears. He thought Louis didn't like him like that

"Watch as she stand with her holding your hand
Put your arm 'round her shoulder
Now I'm getting colder
But how could I hate her? She's such an angel
But then again, kinda wish she were dead
As she walks by
What a sight for sore eyes
Brighter than a blue sky
She's got you mesmerized
While I die"

Harry was sobbing by now, only hearing how heartbreaking Louis' voice was. His boy was like that because of him.

"Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater
It's just polyester
But you like her better
I wish I were Heather"

With that Harry couldn't take it anymore, he cried so much everyone was looking at him

"(Oh) Wish I were Heather
(Oh, oh) Wish I were Heather"

Now Louis decided to look directly at Harry, green met blue and their hearts thumped

"Why would ever kiss me
I'm not even half as pretty
You gave her your sweater
It's just polyester
But you like her better"

A single tear runned down Louis' cheek

"Wish I were"
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OMG!! Wth?
As I said double update today, next chapter is '😏😉' if yk what I mean, you don't need to read it. It won't affect in the story :)

Word count: 631

Poem:

Love youu
-Ema <3