Kaneki's POV
I sat in a desk my worshipers-...I mean friends, had built me. Tapping a pen on its smooth light wood. My thoughts consuming me, I was thinking on goats next move. Just then I heard a knock, " come in." I yelled, still staring at the desk, that had a map stretched across it. " Hey Kaneki, I brought coffee!" Said a feminine voice, clearly puberty hit them. I looked up and saw Touka, " oh, thank you, I appreciate it." I said giving my apparently famous smile. Their was a certain sparkle in her eyes, as if she wanted something. It was very familiar, but I dropped it and took the cup of steaming hot coffee. I took a sip, and smiled, the familiar bitterness brought memories, both good and bad. " thanks again Touka." " no problem!" She let out a small smile, then it slightly went down. Her face looked serious, as she opened her lips she asked, " are you a virgen?" I spit out coffee that was in my mouth, " WHAT?!" I yelled in astonishment, " Oh well, I just thought you were one." She replied honestly. " I can help you with that." She said clearly trying to be seductive, my mouth was opened wide with surprise. But I closed it, and looked back at my desk, " I
'm sorry Touka, but...I think I should tell you something." I said slightly wincing at how I know this will hurt her. " Y-yea, what is it?" She asked, all hints of sudection gone. " Touka....I'm gay." I said straightforward. This time her mouth opened wide, clearly surprised, But you could tell she was putting things together. " N-no...Y-you can't....I-I love you.." she stuttered, tears forming. " and I love you to, but as a friend." I replied, shutting my eyes close. Trying hard to keep a serious expression, I heard her run off, weeping. I opened my eyes, and sighed turning back to my work.Timeskip!
Kaneki's POV still
There right there, was Mutsuki, my old student. He was going on on how I should come back, and that it was the ghoul's fault I ' turned' my back on them. But it was clear Mutsuki was different, their use to be green hair was now turning white. And they had an insane but desperate expression on their face, " come on teach, come back to us, come back to me!" He yelled out, his arms wide open, as of for a hug. " I'm sorry Mutsuki But I can't." His smile faltered into a frown. And he looked around, " it's this silly organization fault isn't it...no....you're in love with someone....WHO IS IT TEACH?!" he yelled, insanity clear to even blind people. I suffocated on my own breath, the thoughts of the person I did love filled my mind....
Hideyoshi Nagachika.....
Tears filled my eyes as i remembered his limp body in my arms, " T-teach?" A concerned voice let out. I looked at Mutsuki, they still had that look in their eye, but they had feelings still. I put my hand to my cheek, it was wet. I quickly ran off, luckily, none of Mutsuki'a recruits followed.
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FanfictionKaneki hasn't seen his friend, Hide, in forever. he knew he wasn't dead, he was just...missing. and it drove Kaneki insane not knowing where his love is. but one day, Kaneki hears a familiar voice. and a while journey of newfound love, lust, and sor...