Customer Or Lover

6

I had showered and was wearing one of his white t-shirts which stopped at the top of my thighs. He had showered as well and was wearing sweats and a tshirt. A small part of me wished he had left the shirt off but I pushed the thought away. We were sitting on the couch him on one end me on the other watching charmed.

Since I never really got to watch t.v before he let me watch what I liked. I was hugging my knees to my chest looking at the screen when his phone rang. He picked it up answering it.

"This is Rick."

I continued looking at the t.v not paying mind to his conversation.

"Yes, I'll will make sure to do that."

He laughed and I stopped listening to the t.v. His laugh was beautiful and it was mine. I sucked my teeth to that thought. I was not some jealous fiend. He wasn't even mine.

"I'm sure, okay bye. See you tomorrow."

See who tommorow I thought. He stood and went to the kitchen then returned with menus smirking.

"What are you in the mood for?"

We ordered Chinese food and ate watching Rush hour. It was silent through out the evening but I preferred not to speak anyway. He tried once or twice to ask what I did did the whole day but I said I just walked around. I felt the BDSM club should be kept a secret. He probably wouldn't approve of it but I needed to start saving up so I could find another place maybe get a regular job. I was better then what I did for a living.

Feeling full I cleared away the plates, cartons, and drinks throwing them away. Then sat on the couch holding my knees watching t.v. Rick stretched and yawned and rested his head on the back of the couch. I felt bad for taking up his bed but I knew he would only argue with me about it. I yawned as well but didn't move, I had so much on my mind I knew I wouldn't sleep. But I also didn't want to be alone.

At some point I fell asleep watching t.v and listening to Rick's deep breathing.

I thought I had dreamt of Rick, but I realized I was half asleep and stayed still seeing what he would do. His smell was so close and intoxicating. I felt his fingers on my lips, my eyes, my cheeks. His fingers sliding down my neck and collarbone towards my breast. His fingers went in lazy circles around my breast moving closer and closer but never touching my nipp!e. I moaned in annoyance wanting him to touch it, pull it, pinch it, suck it, bite it.

But his movements stopped and then I heard him sigh then kiss my neck laying with me. I internally cursed myself why had I moaned. I wanted him to touch me. I internally sighed I had to get away from him but not tonight I would allow him to hold me.

When I awoke rolling over I wasn't surprises to be wrapped in a pair of strong arms. He groaned lightly but remained sleeping. I snuggled into his chest sighing listening to his heart beat. This is what I wanted, what I needed. This was why I had to get away. He would only hurt me. I froze hearing his alarm going off.

I only wanted a few more minutes with him like this. I stayed still as he shifted then groaned. He reached over me to get his phone off the table then turned it off. I thought he would get up but he stayed there after a few moments he tightened his arms around me then kissed my forehead.

Then with a sigh he slowly untangled from me and got up going to the bathroom for a shower. I rolled over staring at the ceiling sighing what the fu¢k am I going to do.

He had dressed and was gathering his keys when he called me over to him by the door. I walked over standing before him.

"Stay here, when I return I want to have a talk with you."