My Diary

October 24, 2021

Started 8:09 pm

I'm not going to use your name even knowing you'll never see this. I saw a post recently that said "it wasn't love at first sight exactly, but it was familiarity. something like oh, hello, its you. Its going to be you" Thats sounds extreme trust me I'm aware. I know myself tho and I know when someone is going to leave an impact on me. congrats you did. I can't go outside without you crossing my mind even slightly. I hear a loud engine, you. I see a Prius, you. you're everywhere. I wear your ring and the necklace you bought me. I still have those nasty ass brownies you like. when Alex picked me up in spirit yesterday I though of you bc you carried me out of spirit like that before. I sound obsessed rn its not like that I swear but I have these emotions and I can't release them in any other way besides writing about them, and my writing style is extremely dramatic if you can't tell already. you said you don't like headaches and I can't help but get the feeling that im giving you one.