Officially Missing You

Chapter : 20

KARLEN

Right now August is Nola I'm watchin the kids right now I'm rockin lil Anthony he is so cute he has his thumb in his mouth and his eyes are barely open.I smiled and looked over at to see Ashley knocked out sleep .The door started ringin I layed Lil Anthony down and got up answered the door and saw Momma A standing there crying.

"Whats wrong " I said

" August just got shot and he died she said

My heart shank down and it felt like it stopped beating I dropped down to my knees my legs got weak and even weaker I started crying I felt to pair of arms wrap around me. I looked around and didn't see anyone Momma A was still standing at the door the kids were sleep.

" It's okay I may be gone but I'm still here"August voice said

I put my hands in my hair and started crying harder. "I really can't do this anymore I need him I can't do this by myself why him why him .
First it was Mel now August WHY GOD WHY .WHY WONT YOU BRING HIM BACK HE HAS A FAMILY WE NEED HIM" I cried

Nicki walked in and saw me Crying

"Where is August why are you crying "she asked worried

"He's gone "I cried

"On tour out of town "Nicki asked

'He's gone for ever I told him to stay with me but he had to go check on his momma he he he he got shot and he's dead I can't do this without him .He's my everything he's the reason I wake up in the morning .I can't rasie Anthony and Ashley by myself he said he loved me he said he'll never leave me he said he wouldn't hurt me he said he'll be here forever "I cried

Nicki started crying it was quite all you could hear was crying and whimpers everyone came inside and gathered around me and we all hugged Shannon walked inside and ran to me and hugged me and everyone hugged me and we all cried together I'm never gonna love again I'm never gonna find anyone like him .He's my everything I love you August.