i am a mess

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why i am a mess: 1. zayn has left one direction, 2. i liked this guy who i hadn't been talking to for a couple of weeks bc he hadn't been on, and then he just left and i am irrationally heartbroken. but not, like, heartbroken. like, more of a shock kind of broken. and i am upset that i missed when he told me he was deleting his account, and what if it was bc of me?! i need to stop worrying so much, it probably wasn't, and 3. i am really tired and when i am tired, my already sucky grip on my emotions becomes that of a baby that needs a nap. just always upset, and on the verge on tears.

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