damn haven't been on here in a while ooft
okay so friends
basically idk what i said last time but i feel like they just don't like me
idk if this is just my brain but i feel like i'm literally just so fucking annoying but the way i show love is through talking and shit but i feel like it's annoying and they're getting bored and pissed off at me
i get ignored in the gc a lot and that makes me feel
1) insignificant, like i'm the weak link of the group
2) like shit bc i make sure to always answer messages if they're something i can answer
& 3) literally makes me cry which is fun
my friend who i've been friends with for years
we haven't had a full conversation in months which fucking sucks bc i miss her so much but it seems like she just isn't interested and i don't want to annoy bc constantly messaging her
stress
