Us against the world ✓

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  <mentions of abuse>

     They were all still there waiting. The most the moved was when the doctor came in and when Chan and Sana went and got them food. Visiting hours had long been over but no one had the heart to tell the friend group to leave.

   So, instead some of the nurses brought in more chairs and blankets. They also brought Jennie a back cushion. The group thanked them for their kindness. 

   "I'm sorry, Jinnie." a raspy voice spoke.

    They all looked at the hospital bed. Felix was looking at Hyunjin. 

   "What are you sorry for?" Hyunjin asked softly.

    "I should have listened to you that day. I shouldn't have gone with Saeyoung." Felix told him.

   "You had no idea who he truly was back then. You couldn't have seen this coming. You have nothing to be sorry about." Jisung stated.

   Felix shook his head. 

   "I knew exactly who he was. I knew exactly what he was capable of, I was too scared to leave because, of what he could possibly do. He also made me believe that I couldn't be loved by anyone besides him." Felix paused for a moment debating on his next words.

   "When he went through my messages with Chan, Jisung, and Seungmin he found out the real reason Hyunjin and I broke up. He used that against me as well. He would say that it was proof that no one besides him could love me." Felix sniffled.

    Their hearts broke finding out the new information. But, their hearts broke even more when they saw the male flinch away from Jisung's touch. Saeyoung had done so much damage to the young male it was unbelievable.

   "Is there anything else we should know?" Yeji asked.

  "No." Felix spoke quietly just above a whisper.

   They knew he was lying but, they didn't push it further then, that.

     "You should get some more sleep." Seungmin was about to hold the slightly older males hand but, once he saw how the male tensed he dropped his hand and just gave the male a smile.

    Felix simply nodded and laid further down into his pillow closing his eyes letting sleep take over him. 

   Seungmin stood up leaving the room. This was probably hardest on Seungmin. Though Hyunjin loves the younger and Jisung is the youngers other half. Seungmin, he grew up with Felix. 

   He grew up watching the male change and go through so many phases. He watched the male date and get his heart broken, so many times. He saw things about Felix that no one else saw. 

   He has seen Felix at his worse and at his best. But, this was terrifying for Seungmin. He couldn't even hold his best friends hand with out him flinching away.

    Seungmin wiped his eyes as he kneeled down outside of the room. The male coughed as he let out a sob. He was holding himself as he leaned forward, crying his eyes out.

   "Why did this have to happen to him. He didn't deserve this. He doesn't deserve the hurt he has been put through. He doesn't deserve any of this! He didn't deserve to be cheated on by his first real love.

    He was already hurt by some stalker! He didn't deserve to be treated like he was nothing, by that asshole! When will he be allowed happiness." Seungmin whispered the last part.

     Seungmin felt arms wrap around him. He knew exactly who it was, because, they seemed to always smell like coffee and cinnamon.

    The brunet leaned into the blond's touch as he let his tears flow.

    They were now sitting there on the hospital floor. Chan holding on to the younger who was sitting between his legs.

    "He doesn't deserve this!" Seungmin stated.

    "No, he doesn't. He doesn't deserve all the bad stuff happening to him." Chan whispered rubbing the youngers back to try to sooth him. 

   "When we were little he always made sure to take care of me. When we were 5 one of the kids in our class pushed me and made me hit my arm on a sharp rock. When Felix saw he dragged both me and the boy to the teacher.

    He made the boy tell the teacher what he did to me. Jisung and him may be twins. But, Felix and I grew up together we were practically raised as siblings. Did you know that me and him moved to Seoul together?" Seungmin smiled fondly at the memories.

    "No, I didn't, tell me about it." Chan smiled.

   "When Felix and I were 14 our parents announced to us that we would be moving here. But, it would be just the two of us. They would wire us money every week. We had a house keeper who came in once a week. But, at first when our parents told us this we didn't believe them. We were 14 and about to be thrusted into a world we didn't know much about.

    But, we were able to do it. We were able to make it out in a world we knew practically nothing about at the age of fourteen. We got into arguments here and there but, it never broke our friendship it never made us drift from each other, it never did any of that." Seungmin paused then, spoke again.

    "A few months after we moved here, Felix got himself a boyfriend. The boy was cute and sweet, there was nothing wrong with him, but it was Felix's parents. Felix let it slip up that he had a boyfriend. He hadn't even told the he like guys yet.

    His parents were furious. Their only son liked boys. At that point, I had never seen Felix so heart broken. A week after that call, his parents arrived. Even then, he protected me. He told me 'go hide in your room and don't come out until I say. Make sure to lock your door.'. I did what he said, I hid in my room. I heard yelling and a lot of it they called him all kinds of harmful things.

He came up to my room almost an hour later, his lip was bleeding and his eye was bruised. I asked him what happened and he just gave me a smile and said 'nothing mini, really I am fine. Let's go eat dinner!'. His parents left the next day. He hasn't talked to them since then.

   When my parents found out what happened they immediately rushed here to make sure we were okay. He was surprised that they still wanted him around me. When, he asked if they were mad at him, my parents just gave him a smile and told him that 'love is love and that nothing can change that. It doesn't matter that you like boys you are and forever will be part of our family.'. I came out to them the next day and they were happy that I felt comfortable to tell them." Seungmin explained

    Chan squeezed the younger in his embrace.

    "He always seems to put, other's before himself. Sometimes, it can hurt him." Chan sighed. Seungmin nodded.

    oOp a little back story on Felix and Seungmin's friendship.