One Word: Why?

Chapter 7

"I told you to drink your meds Arthit but you are so fucking stubborn!!!" Forth shouts to him. Arthit just smile weakly and nodded.

"it's no use. Im dying."

"ofcourse not you fucking idiot man! Drink your meds so that you can see your husband and son!"

"s-son?"

"yeah. I'll just know it recently. And are you sure you will divorce him?"

"i have to P'Forth. I dont want to hurt him anymore. He suffered too much with me."

"but you also suffered Oon! He doesn't know that after you leave in your room you will collapsed and coughed a damn blood!!

He doesn't know that when he hit you, you easily bleed but you just smile and understand him!

He doesnt know when he cried inside your room, you also cry outside hearing his painful sobs!!!!

He doesn't know when you try to push to impregnate him you will shattered into pieces! You will slash your back with whips and punish yourself!!!!

He doesn't know!!!!! Your in pain too!! Think also yourself Arthit! " Forth shouts.

Arthit just closed his eyes and sighed deeply. These days he's becoming weak and hardly to breathe. Also, his hair are starting to fall. His pale skin become more pale, he's now skin and bones. And he knows...

He's dying.

He doesnt have time.

"P'Forth make sure that all of my property and wealth will be in his hands after I die." he smile.

"You will not die Arthit!!!"

"Im trying to fight P!!! Im trying... im tired P!!!!! Yesss im scared!!! I also don't want to die!!! I want to see my son's face!!!! I want to hear him calling me Daddy! I want to walk him when he finally go to school! I want to kiss him and play with him. I want to grow old with my Kong. I want to love him forever. I want to be beside him. I want to be with him until we became old but I cant P.... I-i just.... C-can't.... It hurts P... I cant b-breathe and my hair is falling because of continuous chemo and i hate it P! It hurts so much" he sobs and Forth just hug and patted him softly.

Arthit doesn't really that evil. He just want Kongpob to have someone with him once he's gone.

He doesn't want to push Kongpob... He know that he's wrong... He wants Kongpob to hate him so that Kongpob will not cared for him when he left... But he also know that Kongpob will die in loneliness. He doesn't want to leave Kongpob alone....

Kongpob's possibility to become pregnant is very low. So even Kongpob will hate Arthit, he try all his best to give Kongpob a little Arthit before he leave... His body is becoming weak each day. He had no choice....

He promised to Kongpob that he will give Kong the beautiful life he's been dreaming of but his illness kill not just his body but also his love and dreams with Kongpob.

He choose to become evil...

Hes not doing it just for himself....

He doesn't want to hurt his husband.. He love Kong more than himself...

You cant blame him....

He do all this things just for Kongpob...

All for him....

If he's in your shoes and you have no choice... You will also do the same thing...

He know that when Kongpob and him got married. Only Forth know about his illness. He's in his final stage of leukemia. And the medicine that he drink doesn't take his body anymore. His body is rejecting the medicine and treatments.

There's no hope.

The doctor told him that he only have  a year, A fucking year to enjoy his life. So he do all the things that will stable Kongpob and his child after he died.

He killed all the drug lords and mafias in their country.

He buy a baby clothes, a clothes for girl and boy, toys, shoes, watches, ties, colognes, and some other things so in the future his daughter/son will know that he buy that things.

He sell some of his property.

He free his husband.

And....

He signed the divorce papers even if his heart shattered while he's signing it.

Arthit coughed hard. The machine is now ringging loudly. He's now having a difficult to breathe. His nose and mouth are now bleeding. He closed his eyes and all the memories of him and Kong flashback to his mind.

The doctor rush to his room and do all the things to save his life and....

A/N:SURPRISEEEEEEE HAHAHAHAHAHA! People do crazy things when they are inlove🙄. Because today im happy that my grades are all high and im also high joke HAHAHAHA CONGRATULATIONS SELF! HAHAHAHA. Okay, Here's the early update lol. Wait for the next chap on friday ehe.

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