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Flashback
Rohan entered her house slowly and then went towards her room. He had come here without anyone just to take her necessary things, specially her parents' photos, some college certificates and documents.
He didn't let her come with him. She was safe at his home and he didn't want to take any risk with her safety. What if that Vyom again chased her?
Suddenly, his leg hit with the table and something fell from it.
'Ouuu!'
He scrunched his eyes and stabled himself holding the end of the table when his eyes caught the side of the diary.
He grabbed it and opened the first page of it. 'About my life', He read the front page and turned it over to see the second one. He was going to read further when he heard the sound. Jumping from the window, he ran from there with the diary before anyone could see him.
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At night, he closed the door of his room and sat on the bed taking the diary in his hands. Then opened the first page.
'Today was my first day at IIMA. I was really very happy. I met so many people here and made so many friends on the first day itself'
A smiley was drawn after the line which made him laugh a little as he continued to read further.
'At the recess my eyes fell on certain someone. Umm, a boy. I couldn't control myself from smiling when he cracked a silly joke on himself. Well, the joke wasn't funny but the way he was trying to make others laugh made me smile. He has something special in him, a certain charm which attracted me towards him'
As soon as Rohan ended reading the last line he became confused about whom she was talking?
He felt a sudden jealousy developing in his heart. He turned over the page hurriedly to know more about that particular boy.
'It was my first interaction with him today and finally I got to know his name. He is Rohan Verma but I cut his name in short 'Roh'. It sounds cute! Isn't it?'
Reading the name of him a broad smile appeared on his lips as he started dancing in joy in his mind.
He became impatient to read more about him.
'We are now best of friends and he has given me a unique name 'Hitler' Seriously? Am I this strict and rude? God knows! But whatever he calls me, I love it. The moments, the fights, the laughter we share together are the best moments of my life which I will cherish forever'
He smiled broadly as those moments were flashing in front of his eyes like some movies.
'A new girl has joined us. Her name is Shanaya. She is also my best buddy! Oh god save me! How will I make Rohan understand, not to fight with her? They use me like a middle man in their fights. What will I do with these crazy people?'
The name, itself brought a sudden anger in him as he left it there.
'Today I realised my feelings. I have fallen in love with Roh. I am in love with his smile, his silly jokes, his madness, his craziness, his cute antics, everything which belongs to him, I love it. I love to listen to him, I love to fight with him, I love everything about him'
Rohan went into his shocking state as his eyes came out of the socket. He was numb to react to anything.
Did he read it right? Did she love him? But how can these be possible? Moreover, why didn't she tell him once about her feelings? She used to share everything with him? Then why didn't she say it to him?
He thought whatever he was feeling from the past two months was just from his side only but No! She too felt the same from long! She loved him for a long time.
He again proceeded.
'Shanaya confessed to me that she loves Rohan too. The happiness in her eyes while telling about him shut my mouth completely. I understood she loves him so much that's why I couldn't tell her about my feelings. She is my best friend, my companion. How can I snatch her happiness? I can't. I can't be selfish after knowing everything'
Rohan ended reading the line as he clutched the diary in his fist tightly.
He understood how much pain she was feeling while writing all these. How she was controlling herself from breaking down.
'Today Shanaya proposed Rohan at the fest in front of everyone. It broke me completely. I can't bear this pain anymore. It is hurting me everyday. I can't see him with someone else, I can't!'
He understood now why she was trying to keep herself away from him. She wasn't going away from him but she was trying to keep her heart away from any heartbreak.
'Papa called me in the morning and told me about my marriage. I wasn't ready for it at first but now I agreed to it. It would be better, If I go from here. It would be better if I stay away from all these'
He closed his eyes remembering the day when she left from here leaving him alone. He was going crazy for her, he couldn't even live a day without her.
'Just one month is left for my marriage. I wish I could tell you, Roh! I could tell you how much I love you. I know, you aren't destined to be mine but I will love you till my last breath. You are my first love and will remain my last. None can take that place from my heart'
Rohan closed the diary after reading the last line. That diary was left untouched after that.
He placed his back on the head board to be relaxed as his heart was aching badly.
Being her best friend, he didn't try to understand what was in her heart. How much did she have suffered seeing him everyday with Shanaya? How she had felt?
'How can you love me this much, Ady? How?'
He clutched his head in between his hands and closed his eyes.
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