Three; There's his gun..

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Justin's Point of View.

As soon as I stepped out of Ariana's house it felt like a shock of reality had hit me. I had cared & crushed on her since the moment she stepped foot in the school we went to. Yet, I was to much of an idiot to tell her. Then I got a text on my way home.

From: Ariana.

Look., I'm sorry. I didn't mean it that way. Forgive me? I love you.

I decided not to answer until I walked in the house.

A few moments later, I finally arrived home. Running my fingers through my hair, pulling at the ends. The boys were probably asleep so I decided to head upstairs.

"Justin.." Chaz whispered behind me.

"Hm?"

"We have a hit on another gang." He said looking down.

"You made plans without me? What the fuck do I mean to you guys now." I spat back furiously.

He turned around & walked off. I was no typical 18 year old boy, I killed people for a living. Even though the stacks of cash were high, my sanity was low. it was starting to eat out my insides. Before I knew it I caught myself thinking about Ariana again.

To: Ariana.

It's alright.

I laid my phone down & waited on my text to go through.

I sent another one.

To: Ariana.

How about we go out tomorrow? Anywheres okay.

I pulled back the covers on the bed & laid down. The warmth radiating around me. I don't think I'll ever feel this way about a girl ever. This is so new to me. Sure, I've dated a bunch of girls, gotten them in my bed but i was never fully in love with them. I didn't now what it felt like to hold a girl while she sleeps. I want Ariana and I to be that way, I really do.

Before realizing it I had drifted off into a deep slumber. one I haven't had in a while.

Few hours later. ~

I woke up to my phone ringing. It was my sister.

"Hey Justin."

"Hey Jaz."

we tend to talk off topic for hours on end, she's only two years younger but I feel like she's the girl version of me. she lived far away from me & I missed being able to see her. My brother, Jaxon, was suffering from leukemia. we didn't know how much longer we'll have him, I wouldn't know what to do without him.

Ariana had texted me back. Saying we could go out to dinner somewhere around 7pm. I decided to dress like I normally do. Black shirt, black skinny jeans, black supras with a gold rim. I put on my chains that I normally wear everyday, & headed out the door.

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