Poetry

hear me, hear me not

Here we go again
Deeper i sink in my feelings
Ion know how I got here or if I was even sane
But I feel like I'm in a deal... but don't want no dealings

I'm screaming, please help me
Same breath though, I cry please let me be
Cause even though I need help
My childhood trauma of my mama yelling I'm too needy keeps me from asking.

Hear me, hear me not.
Truth is. You got to catch me at the right time if you wanna listen to my heart speak.
I'm so closed off, walls built up even I'm scared cause I can't see the peak.

Hear me, hear me not.
Both don't matter cause I'm still suffering
This pain I'm carrying nobody can strip away.

Heart's in pain, literal aches but I STILL FIND A WAY TO SMILE
Walked a mile, wishing to die, written goodbyes
But couldn't let go cause I knew my people wouldn't be fine.

What's the use of silencing myself if I ain't gon kill my pain too?
See, killing me don't end it.
It passes it on
So ion got no choice but to hope that this is the night
But happiness finna come at dawn

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