Type:
•Angst.
Warnings:
•Out of character Kageyama.
•Out of character Yamaguchi.
•Makes no sense.
•Intrusive/Depressing thoughts.
•Description of panic attacks (Kind of, not really).
Information:
•I wrote both of these when I was in a bad mood so they're kind of angsty.
Kageyama/Story 1
As his mind raced with thoughts they quickly faded to nothing, Kageyama didn't know how to answer the questions he was being asked and it made him sick. He couldn't simply say he didn't know because he knew that wouldn't help with anything but in truth he didn't.
As his mind remained empty it started to fill with worry, anxiety, and worst of all panic. In truth he knew what needed to be done but he just couldn't do it, he was held back by something and he didn't know what.
Yamaguchi/Story 2
Yamaguchi never cared much about how he looked, all that mattered was comfort, that's what he always thought. That was, until one day he got told the pieces of his outfit weren't "acceptable" together, normally he'd shake off comments like that but this one stung, it wasn't what was said or even how it was said, but who it was said by that stung.
Yamaguchi went to change, now second guessing every piece of clothing he picked up, "Is this okay? no, maybe this? definitely not." As Yamaguchi kept looking through his clothes he finally settled on his normal shoes, a pair of simple dark blue jeans he hadn't worn in a while, and a slightly oversized shirt, he grabbed a hoodie that he usually wore and tied it around his waist, now to scared how he'd look if he put it on but too anxious to not at least have it close by.
He walked to the mirror in the room and stared into it, he thought he looked okay but his mind kept racing with thoughts "They'll just say you look awful, you never look good in anything anyways so what's the point. They'll hate you no matter what so why bother trying?" His eyes stung as tears started to well in them, he wiped away the tears and forced himself to stop crying before walking out of the room.
Author's Note: Sorry I've been inactive for like a month, I've got a bunch of ideas and not much motivation for any of them plus have other stuff I'm working on. I have a handful of other random scenes/mini-oneshots so if you guys like these I might post more of them.
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