Together {C.D}

Chapter 5

Tessa's P.O.V

I woke up, wrapped in Cam's arms. Jaxx was laying and the end of the bed, his head resting on Cams legs.

You can't forgive him.

Oh fvck no, they can't be back.

The all too familiar feeling was coming back. I got out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I started shaking. Breathing heavily. I tried to open the lid of my pills but my hands were shaking. I finally got it open but the pills flew everywhere. I got on my hands and knees and started picking up the pills. I had a bunch in my hand when I heard shuffling in the bedroom. I froze.

"Tessa?!" Cam looked at me shocked. It took me a moment to realise it looked like I was about to take an overdose. Even though I know I wasn't, how could he know that.

I held onto the counter and pulled myself up, onto my feet. I took one of the bottled water that we keep by the sink and took one pill. Putting the rest in the pot, putting the pot into the medicine cabinet. My breathing started getting slower as did my heart beat.

I sighed, turning to Cam. I looked at him for a few seconds before walking past him, into the bedroom.

I realised I was still wearing the clothes that I've been wearing for the past 3 weeks. I put on some jeans and an oversized cardigan. I put my slippers on and tied my long, brown hair into a messy bun. I pulled out my MacBook and went on my social media.

How do you have so many followers? You're worthless.

"I know" I mutter to myself.

"What was that?" Cam looked over at me, worried.

"Nothing" I mumbled, leaving the bedroom.

I feel so distant from everyone.

Cameron's P.O.V

Tessa's being really moody. She's never usually this upset. I know that she hides her feelings well from people but she never hides anything from me.

I follow her downstairs and no one else is awake. I sat next to her on the couch and wrapped my arm around her. She looked up at me and started crying. I didn't say anything. I didn't try and stop her. I just held onto her, as tightly as I could.

When she started to calm down she pulled away from me.

"They're back" she mumbled. Great.