*carried on from introduction*
Violets POV
As I pull my self out of bed I think to myself, new school, maybe I could use this as an excuse for a fresh start, meet new people, new teachers, new friends, boys... I flashed out of my thought and saw myself crying, I wasn't confused why, I knew why, That one word made me cry, BOYS.
I haven't had I good history with boys, they are mostly the reasons I hated school so much. It's not that I hate boys it's that I can't trust them. He lied to me. He used me. As a silly little dare, I believed him. I loved him, I trusted him.
He was called Jack, it was our last month of Middle school, we had been together for 3 years it was the day of our 3rd year anniversary 8th of July , that date stands out to me never forget it, I never forget that day, that week in fact, the rest of the week everyone just laughed at me.
It was all his fault, he had organised a date, I was so excited, I took two hours to get ready but when I got there he wasn't there, so I thought he might just be a little late, so I waited and waited it was now 7:30pm, I had got there at 5:30pm, I was about to leave when the waiter brung me a note
Meet me at mine I will explain and you can stay the night...😉 J x
I knew what he wanted and this might sound strange but it would be my first time, I was ready . So I got a taxi to his but I stopped at mine on the way. I got there quickly nipped in the bathroom and got into something quite revealing, I went in his room. He wasn't there. I was getting bored of this game so I just laid in his bed and waited, I found myself drifting to sleep then I was woken up by a text from Jack it said
Sorry baby, meet me at the pier, I promise I will be there😘️xx
I was fed up but I got changed and got a taxi there, I checked the time 11:02pm omg it was so late, but oh well, I got out the taxi he wasn't there so I thought oh he might be at the end, he wasn't at the end I stood there for five minutes texting him, I started to write a big paragraph and then I heard voices , I turned around and saw nothing, so I turned back around then all of a sudden I heard so many voices and then i felt hands on my back, next thing I knew I was falling into the sea, Jack and his friends had set me up I was furious I climbed out of the sea dripping wet and they were recording me. I ran the whole way home, I was crying so much, I was heart broken but no one could tell because I was drenched anyway, I got into my house, my mum was there she could tell I had been crying, she saw what kind of state I was in and asked if I was okay and what was wrong, I just shoved past her up to my room and cried myself to sleep.
It was worse the next day, I came in and everyone was laughing and pointing, so I ran into the bathroom thinking I had something on me maybe, no I looked fine, so i went back out, they were still laughing they were all looking at there phones, I grabbed one of their phones to see and it was Jack, he had posted the video of me online, but he had also set a camera up at the restaurant and in his room, and he had wrote a header for the video it said "violet's such a loser, all that time she thought I actually liked her when actually it was just a DARE, lol@her for being so stupid, ahahahahahaha".
I ran out of school, I didn't care about the fact that I had to stay in school I just ran and ran to my room I went in to the bathroom and with out thinking got the razor out I broke it so I had it's blade and just cut and cut I couldn't stop it was like I enjoyed the pain, I made sure the door was locked and just lay there, losing blood. I didn't go to school for the rest of the week but I still went online, bad idea, everyone was talking about me and how much of an idiot I was, I didn't touch the razor again because I knew that It wasn't going to solve anything.
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Sorry guys that was a bit of quite a deep chapter and I hope it hasn't offended anyone but on the next chapter I am going to carry on back to reality so it's still the morning.
Thanks for reading it❤️
