A Lie About Love-(Braeden Lemasters)

It's okay

I had already finished my class schedule so I could go home now, Dayana could not accompany me since I was going to the mall with Jackson, Fred had one more class so I would look for Braeden, I found him talking to a blonde haired girl until The shoulders, she was cute, she was against the lockers and Braeden was in front of her apparently telling her jokes since he was only laughing, this for some reason made me jealous, I would not have anything about it either so I just passed by her, waiting they won't notice me
-Hey Antonia! -I felt that Braeden was coming after me
-oh hi Bre-
-where are you going?-
-My brother felt bad so my mother came to look for him earlier so I'm just going home, alone-
-Come on then, bye dinna-said goodbye to the blonde girl and started walking with me
-So she's your girlfriend? -
-no no, she's just a friend, is the horror movie still running? -
-Of course, are we going to your house? -
-yes, if you want to go to mine and not yours-

-Okay, let's go to your house, it's very boring and I also want to know your humble abode-
-well my maiden then so will it-
We walked to Braeden's house since he hadn't brought his car, we arrived after about twenty-five minutes, his house was nice, it looked cozy, he went in and greeted his parents, I did too, he told me he had an older brother but now i was in college
-well then what can we see? -
-Halloween is fine, I like that one-
-as you say-
He stopped and played the movie while I was waiting for him sitting on his bed, his room had a very indie vibe, it had posters of Arctics Monkeys, The Stokes, The Beatles, there was a shelf full of vinyl and cds, if I had not counted I would say that He had around 15 guitars, all this made me feel comfortable, he came back and brought some popcorn
-I brought this, I suppose you like them right? -
-yes, I think they are one of my favorite things in that complicated world-
-well but what a coincidence, it's the same with me-
We started to watch the movie while we ate popcorn, I was spoiled for the movie but I turned to see Braeden, apparently he was already looking at me from before, we looked directly into each other's eyes and it was something amazing, I could persist everything I felt Through his eyes, every second there was less space between us, he reached out his hand and put a lock of hair behind my ear, we were about to finish everything we had started but I was scared and walked away, Braeden had a confused face
-I like girls-
I said out of nowhere, damn it, I'm stupid
-that?-
Braeden looked disappointed, I felt very bad for him
-I say, sorry, I don't like girls-
-antonia you are confusing me a lot-
-I ... sorry, see you later-
I grabbed my backpack and left that house as quickly as possible leaving that whole scene very confusing in my mind, I just wanted him to know what I feel but I just can't, sometimes these times the words just don't flow as I would like