A Lie About Love-(Braeden Lemasters)

I don't want to talk

The next few days neither of us spoke, Dayana told me that we just had to give her time, the only thing I do is talk to Fred, do homework and listen to music, I'm not uncomfortable but I feel so uncomfortable, as the weeks go by I feel that the fos chased away our conversation, one month, Fred told me that Braeden is meeting a girl, friend of that blonde with whom he spoke in the lockers, I feel that this hurts as much as burning you with something hot, for all this shit I I was afraid of falling in love, Dayana was the cloth of my tears, today we would go to a party so that according to her she would forget Braeden, I didn't feel like going but I didn't want to stay at home either, dayana came to pick me up with Jackson in her car
-Hey tonci, how's everything going with that boy? -
-The same old Jackson, we don't talk about what happened a month ago-
-oh I'm very sorry-
-It doesn't matter anymore, he already showed that I let him go-
-Let's stop turning the matter around guys, Antonia today you have to enjoy and not think about that fool-
-alright Dans-
They turned up the music at full volume and we went to that party, I only saw the streets through the window, I saw people with couples, people who looked completely alone and others completely happy, we arrived at the party, it was full of people , Jackson parked the car and we got out, I had put on a red dress with suspenders and my black converse and a vest since it was a bit cold, we went in and everything was very cool, there were people everywhere, dancing and having a good time, I saw Braeden's friends Cole and Dylan in the distance, shit, he must be here, possibly he would be a few meters from them so I went up to the second floor, Dayana and Jackson were downstairs in a couch so I don't think I know They would get me from there, I went to the bathroom since I was getting nervous, in these cases the only thing I do is scratch my hand to calm myself or think of beautiful things, but not one of these things was working, I will go home, I should not have seen come, this was all a mistake, in the first place I moved to this stupid ci You were full of idiotic people, I went out and there was the scene that broke and heart, Braeden and that girl, the girl kissed Braeden, he saw me and walked away from her, we exchanged glances but I did not want to see him anymore, I went down the stairs more As fast as I could with Braeden's voice behind me asking us to talk, I ignored him and just walked quickly towards my house so as not to hear a silly excuse for everything I saw, without a doubt love can hurt you, he Love hurts, it hurts more than a gunshot wound, when you see the person you love with someone else it destroys you, you feel insufficient, it sucks to feel all this, I got to my house and the only thing I did was enter my room to cry, my mother asked me what happened but I didn't say a single word to her, I put on my headphones and started listening to music, how everything went to hell in just seconds? "Braeden weird boy🤠 "and there he was, he probably didn't get tired of leaving disasters in my heart, I had no more chance like this answer
-What do you want now Braeden? -
-I want to talk to you about that Antonia-
-I do not want it
talk-
-Let's go just this time-
-I'm not well but I don't need consolation, I don't want to talk-
-I'm standing outside your house-
I looked out the window and he was emotionally there
-It's quite dark but luckily there are lights, although it's quite cold, I just need you here ... to warm me up this time-
I hung up and left my phone is my bed, I went downstairs and went outside to talk to him, although my intention at the beginning was not that.
-I just wanted you here Antonia-
-and here you have me Lemasters-
-Sorry for not talking to you this last month, I was scared of all this-
-If you had spoken to me, I would have listened to you

But you let me know that, whatever, I think ... I think I like you, a lot-
-so?, then why were you kissing with that girl Braeden-
-She kissed me, I swear, these last weeks we have only gone out there, nothing else has happened-
-Just like you did with me, right? -
-It's not the same, because I like you and she doesn't, just give me a chance, you can't hide that nothing happened between us-
-Braeden I'm afraid, you've hurt me this last time, I don't want to hurt myself anymore-
-I am not going to hurt you Antonia, you are your Antonia, only you, there is no one else in my head and in my heart, you hit me with an arrow that day at the party, from there I cannot get you out of my mind-
-I couldn't do it from that day-
-Then just a chance tonci, I promise you-
-Braeden ... as much as I want I can't-
-because?...-
-We will move, my mother already bought another house, in Los Angeles, on Thursday we will leave here-
he didn't say anything and he just approached me and kissed me, this kiss I waited for so long and now I would have to go again and leave everything behind as always
-Just promise me that you won't forget me, please, please Antonia, don't forget that there was something between us sometime-
-I won't forget about you Braeden-
-I suppose that fate did not want us to be something, after all we are words apart-
-I think so...-
After one last kiss he left and since that day I have never seen him again