Impossible Possibilities

Chapter One

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Impossible Possibilities...

Chapter One

BPOV

This is the life!

Lying in bed snuggled into my husbands arms, lazily tracing patterns onto his gloriously bare chest. Sunlight streaming through our bedroom windows lighting up our tangled naked limbs. Edward seemed so relaxed as the sunlight bounced off his beautiful marble skin that he almost appeared to be sleeping. The blissful humming escaping his smiling lips was the only evidence he was actually awake. Sighing happily I asked myself for the millionth time how I got this lucky.

Three weeks ago Edward and I were married in a beautiful little ceremony in his families back garden. Before the ceremony I had been ridiculously nervous about the whole thing, but as soon as I locked eyes with the love of my life waiting impatiently at the alter, my nerves evaporated into thin air. I couldn't understand my previous hesitancy as I all but jogged down the aisle to get to him. When my dad handed me over to Edward and our hands finally met, all was right again in my world.

I got lost in his awe filled golden eyes as the vicar ran through the typical marital speech. It wasn't until I felt Edward removing his hand from mine that I snapped back to reality. I had tightened my hand around his, frowning at him in annoyance. Why was he letting me go? He simply laughed and gestured to an amused Carlisle to his right, holding my wedding band out for Edward. I had blushed bright red and quickly let go of his hand. As Alice handed me Edwards ring the vicar announced it was time for our vows.

Edward held my hands tightly in his own while he spoke those infamous vows straight from his heart. I had shakily recited them back all the while trying to see him through my blurry vision. Thank god Alice had used waterproof mascara. As soon as we were announced to our families and his lips met mine, the rest of the evening became a blur. We danced, cut our cake, posed for photos and even threw the bouquet. Every tradition was kept perfectly. The entire evening had been beyond my wildest dreams.

The honeymoon was even better. Edward of course refused to tell me where we were going and took delight in my growing impatience. All of my guessing regarding our location seemed pitiful upon finally seeing Isle Esme approaching on the horizon. I was gob smacked and in awe, the only words running through my mind were a shocked mantra of, They own an island! They own an island!

I remembered the nerves eating away at my insides as Edward lifted me effortlessly into his arms to carry me to our honeymoon suite. Even Edward seemed slightly fidgety in his nerves. I was nervous for a completely different reason to his. I was nervous that I wouldn't be any good, or that I would disappoint him with my body. He was nervous because he was scared of his vampire strength.

We talked for a while then decided on a moonlit dip in the ocean. As soon as I saw Edward's clothing hit the sand, all of my nerves disappeared. I stripped and met him in the water and we stared into each others eyes. I could see my longing mirrored in his eyes and knew we were both ready. We explored each others bodies with our hands while our lips stayed glued to one another. After a while Edward picked me up and took us back into our bedroom.

As our bodies joined for the first time my world landed on that one moment. We were two halves of a whole. He was the missing piece to my jigsaw puzzle. I realised I had never felt whole until that moment. We were finally one. It was beyond perfect. I fell asleep snuggled into his arms blissful from our perfect intimacy.

Of course when I woke up things weren't exactly plain sailing any more. Edward was distraught over the bruises that dotted my pale skin. It took me days to reassure him that I was fine and by that point our honeymoon had turned into an activity holiday. Anything that he knew would wear me out was instantly placed on our schedule. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed visiting the bird life on the far side of the island and diving with the dolphins, but I missed being intimate with my husband. I couldn't go back to our chaste kisses after finally experiencing Edward that way.