Impossible Possibilities

Chapter 7

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Impossible Possibilities

Chapter Seven

BPOV

So soft...

Sitting in the rocking chair in the nursery, I couldn't stop cuddling Teddy. Yes I know it's not a very original name for a teddy but it suits him. Teddy the teddy. He had caught my eye as soon as I walked into the room. I don't know whether it was my nudger's influence or mine that decided to keep Teddy with me at all times but I couldn't help myself. He was just so soft and cute with his little blankee.

I still found the nursery's perfection hard to grasp. When the girls had asked to decorate the room for my baby, I'd been hesitant to allow them. Not because I didn't trust their judgement or that I had a strong desire to do it myself. More that I hated the thought of so much money being wasted. After all, we shouldn't be staying on Isle Esme for too long after the baby's born. I would have been happy with the most basics of furniture and supplies but I couldn't deny that I adored the finished product. Seeing the nursery here on Isle Esme had me itching to get home to decorate the room back there. I could already envision where everything would go.

Wincing slightly, I moved my hand down to the spot my nudger had just kicked. His movements had been so strong today, almost as if he knew we would finally be meeting tomorrow. Caressing my bump I spoke softly to my baby -as I did every day- hoping to calm him down.

"Shhh it's okay baby. Not too long now. I can't wait to meet you sweetie. I bet you're just as handsome as your daddy. We all love you so much, especially daddy and me."

Almost as if he was listening to my words, his movements started calming down.

"That's right, it's all okay. You're going to love your new room. Your grandma and aunties have done a wonderful job. Daddy and I will make your room back home just as beautiful."

Smiling happily to myself, I turned back to the open window to watch the others playing on the sand. Giggling to myself, I watched as Emmett swung a shrieking Esme up over his shoulder and ran with her into the sea. Alice and Jasper were splashing around teasing each other while Carlisle sat nearby smiling at his children. Rosalie was in the kitchen the last time I checked cooking me some dinner. Of course I told her she didn't need to, but she wouldn't hear of it and shooed me away smiling. I think she wants to try and make it up to me for her past behaviour. I already told her it didn't matter and that nothing would hinder her relationship with her nephew.

I was worried she was only being nice to me because of my baby and that as soon as he is born she will go back to her old ways. But seeing her eyes sparkling with happiness over my acceptance of her apology and how grateful she was for being included in all of the baby's actions, had me believing she was being genuine. Plus Edward had reassured me that her thoughts were filled with admiration and love for me aswell as our baby. She really did see me as a sister now.

Looking at my watch briefly, I turned to the door expectantly. Every half hour Edward would come into the room to see how I was. I loved that he understood my need for time to think but understood why he didn't like to leave it more than half an hour. I hated being away from him aswell. He may only be downstairs but the distance is still too far away. I just needed a while to get my head ready for tomorrow. It's not every day you have your father in law cutting you open in their holiday home and handing over your baby that you've carried for just one month! I was happy that I spent some time going over the caesarean procedure with Carlisle but still very nervous.

Cuddling Teddy to my chest, I smiled as Edward walked into the room.

"Hello love. How are you feeling? Can I get you anything?"