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dedicated to the boy who changed my life. thank you for blessing me, I hope and pray our upcoming months and years will be blessed just like now. thank you for everything mathew, I love you so much. I hope this little short story shows how you made my dark world colourful. goreslits lustyjk
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♔︎ tae ▬ 04th Oct 4:00 pm

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I stared at the hour hand of the wooden clock hung above my bed. Drifting away to the sound of the minute hand which seemed to echo my mind every now and then. A smile carved up my lips as I recalled the new found good memories of yesterday. And out of everything, i had to say meeting that cute boy at 6 pm skateboarding all around the park with his friend who seemed to cheer him up was the best thing I had witnessed. He had the most adorable smile, little cute lips giggling whenever he somersaulted. My vision fixed onto the clock once again hoping time flies sooner, and the hour hand finally stays at 6 pm.

Oh god when will it be freaking 6 pm.

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▬ 04th Oct 5:57 pm

I dashed out of the house, slipping in my converse and brushing my hair once again. Hoping I'd look good although I don't really have an idea of what I am wearing.

The park was not far from my house, it was 5 minutes away. Looking back at the watch, it was 6pm. And cute boy would be skating there with his enthusiastic friend. It's been 3 hours, I couldn't stop thinking and smiling over him.

The sky looked dark once again, a heavy feeling stabbed onto my heart as I once again yearned to see the colours of life and dance along with my friends to each of them. Listening to Taylor Swift "Red" yet I could never see the colour. A pity honestly but I guess I wasn't blind, i'd thank god for that however it would have been easier to be blind and not colour blind. I am in the middle of seeing and not seeing.

As I finally reached the park, I saw numerous people walking their dogs, some holding hands with their loved ones, children playing in the seesaw and there across the playground in the narrow street. There. He was there skating with his cool graffiti drawn board , feeling the wind hugging his body. A huge smile spread across his face and he kept looking back to see his friend. I wish he would look at me once, but I am glad he is enjoying.

Rummaging through my bag, I took out my diary and  pen and sat on the nearest bench. And that's when I felt a  huge man drop on the ground with a loud thump.

"Are you okay??" I bent down helping the man who fell face flat on the ground. I think his nose broke, and that's terrible.

He mumbled something but I think it was not important.

Lord listened to my prayers he indeed looked at me. It was the cute guy and I have to say this isn't pure luck this is soo much more than that. I held in my smile and proceeded to help him sit.

"Sorry, I got lost in my thoughts" he spoke softly. And now that I looked at him. Gosh, he was a fucking god. His features were so sharp and angular. His eyes were so doe and ..a colour probably not black or maybe it was black whatever. His hair was brushed softly, bangs covering his forehead and his shirt a bit damp with sweat although it was hardly noticeable. BUT on a positive note his nose didn't break, it was swollen. Which is better than breaking.

I felt my cheeks burn up as I realised he had been staring into my eyes for a long time.

"You have beautiful honey brown eyes. It shines like gold when the sun lights it up" he blurted out, looking away.

Honey brown eyes. I recalled what Jimin once told me, honey is sweet and it's supposedly made of bees. But I think it looked like the sun but darker. That's what he told me and brown was the colour of the soil. And soil is soft and plants grow because of soil. So that's a very beautiful thing. And I think that's the most beautiful thing anyone has ever told me.

"Thank you, nobody has ever told me that. You'd be the first" I smiled sheepishly and he giggled a little, slowly rising up from his bench. He grabbed his skateboard once again and looked at me.

"My name is Jungkook, I think this is the second time I have seen you. I am really looking forward to meeting you tomorrow."

And before I could tell him my name, he rushed to meet his friend who just came to see him.

Jungkook huh. I guess he is going to be the new entry in my diary.