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OO2

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♔︎ tae ▬ 5th Oct 6:05 pm

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The silky waves of wind, comforted me as I stared at jungkook or the cute boy who stole my heart in two days. He kept exchanging glances with me  and I couldn't help but blush profusely, his doe sparkling eyes which captivated the entire universe had held me in an enchantment.

My diary has been completely useless and it's not helping me drift my eyes away from the cutie. With much effort, I decided to write a poem or perhaps a story, something which would stop embarrassing me.

Boy was I wrong.

He stopped skating in front of me.

"I couldn't help but wonder what you're name is ?"

I felt my cheeks heat up, and my tongue holding onto the fumbling words.

"Taehyung ! you can call me tae if you'd like!"

He smiled brightly, felt like my darkness was illuminated by thousands of lights.

"I'd like to be friends. Is it okay we exchange numbers ?" He scratched his neck shyly, looking away as he handed over his phone. Oh god. I think I heard the angels singing.

"Yes why not"

I tried to so hard to hide my excitement, and most importantly my smile.

And with phone numbers began our small talks, which would go for hours as we lost track of everything. We never realised how frequent it became. Nor did we or I as a matter of fact realise, that I was liking him more than I thought I would.

Till now, I thought of myself as someone being actually blind. I wasn't worth the happiness, or little pain or even gratitude. With whomever I tried to establish a relationship none of them liked me for me. My true self. All of them left me, and some pitied me for being colour blind. It was truly a pity I didn't have eyes to see the wonderful colours of the world, but what's worse is that nobody saw the real me.

It's currently 10 pm and my not so useless diary has been sucking in my tears which wouldn't stop raining. And I hate the fact it's so salty, it's staining my cheeks and i don't even have the willingness to rub it away. I really did wish jungkook would wipe them away instead.

My heart ached once again, I looked out of the window to see nothing but darkness. Only time was there, holding onto my lonesome hand and the moon somewhat able to say it's shining under the light of the sun.

Dear lord do I pray that jungkook never leaves me.

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this got emotional well, I guess mi amor knows that well and how he has been the brightest for me. The story's sole purpose is to say that I love you mathew. I am not the best with words like you are, but I am so head over heels in love with you I hope you understand that you'll always be the jungkook to my tae. illuminating my dark world into a vast universe with colours I have never seen before.