at your service [woosan]

thirty two

"Woo, Woo, are you okay?" San tries to shake Wooyoung awake. His body wasn't moving.

"San....." Wooyoung barely spoke before closing his eyes.

"No, No!! Woo!! No!! Woo, I love you!! Please stay alive for me." San cried, he pulled Wooyoung to rest on his lap. He caressed his face as his tears splashed on Wooyoung's cheek.

"San......"

The sirens became louder and lights were flashing around. San held onto Wooyoung as he rest his head onto Wooyoung's. When he looked back at Wooyoung again, he was gone. Everything suddenly become black and San was pulled from the ground.

"Wooyoung!" San woke abruptly from his sleep. He was having a dream of the incident again, where he was worried sick of losing Wooyoung. He realized he was sweating, his breathing got heavy. He tried to calm himself before realizing he was in his room.

"Good morning, sunshine. Still feel like shit?" Seonghwa enters his room with two mugs in his hands. San wasn't suprised to see Seonghwa and he stayed silent. San knew he'll always come around everytime San got on the low. Seonghwa gave San's mug as he sat on the bed next to San.

"Can you tell me now?" Seonghwa looked at San and Yeosang entered the room also, leaning against the wall.

"It was my fault." San confessed. "I didn't mean to hurt him. Fuck. What was I thinking!!"

"You hurt him?" 

"Yeosang, please understand, I was so....pissed. He was spending so much time with Chan. Ugh, I've been so caught up with work and then Wooyoung didn't bother telling me anything anymore. I'm so sorry."

San had his reasons to not like Chan. One of them was how he got so close with Wooyoung in a matter of weeks. Although Wooyoung did mentioned they were friends way back, San hasn't trust him yet. Surely, it may look like San was paranoid but he was trying to be safe. After the robbery incident with Mr. Kim, Wooyoung's name was spread across the newspaper but didn't revealed any more detailed information. Anybody could use Wooyoung for their advantage or worse.

"Hey, come here." Seonghwa opened his arms for San and hugged him.

"I miss him. I miss Wooyoung." San said under his breathe. "Have you found him, Yeosang?"

"None of us know where Chan lives and we can't reach him or Woo on the phone, San. Sorry. Maybe he just needs some time, I'm sure he'll come back."

San pulled away from Seonghwa. "What if he doesn't come back before the trip?"

"San, what else could we do?" Seonghwa pressed.

San was about to say something but nothing came out of his mouth. He takes his time to think again. He knew it will worsen the situation if he tries to reach Wooyoung. He already did so much damage to him.