What Happens [Niall Horan]

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|EDITH'S POV|
"DEATH."

The scientific meaning of this is 'Termination of all biological functions that sustain a living organism', but it has a more deep meaning to it.

Death makes people realize what they actually had.It drains away all the happiness in your life.Death is an emotion and one cannot express what it actually means.It causes grief, there is no way to anticipate how the feelings of sadness,loss and loneliness will heal and resolve.According to me the whole grieving process is a roller coaster filled with highs and lows,eventually the roller coaster evens out so that the highs and lows are more manageable,but the big ups and downs can reappear.

I have a deadly passion for books,I love books a lot,to me they have always been an escape from the cruel world.I work in a library and I really love what I do.According to me books are your friends,sometimes they depict exactly how you feel,books just make you feel a lot better.

Ten years ago on this day that is 13th december I had lost my parents in a car accident,it was a hit and run case and I am still trying to find out who that person was.They had been to a party and did not arrive home uptil midnight so me and my grandmother started getting worried,suddenly about an hour later we got a call from the hospital saying that they were dead,I remember that my granny competely broke down into tears and I was too naive to understand what was going on. I had never seen my grandmother cry so then realized that it was definitely something to worry about.I was only seven when it all happened.My grandmother used to tell me that they were in a better place now.I guess I was upset because I always took them for granted and I never really knew what they meant to me until they were gone.Sometimes I wish I got the chance to say goodbye.I always go to their grave and talk to them as if they are alive,I never really wanted to accept the fact that they were gone.

Two years later my grandmom died, I was completely shattered and lonely,all the people that I really cared about were dead.Soon after I was put into foster care where a couple decided to take my responsibility. I was too young so I had no idea of what was going on with my life,but eventually I got used to them.My foster mother and father's name was April Mathews and Jack Mathews.They really cared for me a lot.They never let me feel as if I was not their child.After a long time I actually felt as if I was loved by someone.

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AUTHORS NOTE:-

TO START OFF I'D LIKE TO SAY THAT THE FIRST FEW CHAPTERS MAY NOT BE GOOD BUT PLEASE DO NOT GIVE UP ON ME SO SOON,I PROMISE IT WILL GET BETTER.

PEASE DONT STEAL MY IDEA'S BECAUSE I HAVE WORKED VERY HARD ON THIS BOOK.I AM ALWAYS OPEN TO SUGGESTIONS SO IF YOU HAVE ANY PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT.

I IMAGINE EDITH AS LUCY HALES, NIALL AS HIMSELF, APRIL MATHEWS AS SOPHIA SMITH AND JACK MATHEWS AS LIAM PAYNE (THEY ARE MY OTP) :)

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