Don't Take The Blame // bnha x male!reader

.04

the only kind of progress i made with my quirk is actually good.

it's sad how my dad never thought of putting me in quirk counseling at a younger age, even since my quirk can stir trouble.

i managed to come up with a way to shut off my quirk, i already knew how to it was just pretty hard since i forgot most of the time.

i also managed to make some development with my quirk, like a special move, but it's just so i don't get burns from passing my limit.

since my quirk is just where i suck up and burst out electricity, i decided to try and make it seem more flashy. since, i'm going to U.A now.

it's where when i burst out a specific amount of electricity, i burst it out in a wip like motion. i have to control the electric wip thing with my hands since i haven't figured out how to do it automatically.

i was even a late bloomer with my quirk. my classmates from grade school thought i was quirkless. it was hell.

oh, wait what time is it?

turning my head, my clock read 04:14. that's early, i should set an alarm so i can sleep in more.

i got too excited since today is supposed to be my first day at U.A, so i barely slept yesterday.

my uniform is tacky in my opinion, i even have to wear a tie? i cannot tie those for the life of me.

honestly, i should just get ready early so i don't have to get nagged by dad about 'having a good day' or 'make me proud!'. [s/n] should be sleeping right now too. 

there's this word i heard of yesterday while scrolling through the news. 

omnibenevolence:
(with reference to a deity)  perfect or unlimited goodness. 

it sounds wonderful to hear or even say out loud. unlimited goodness, kindness maybe? heroic? i love how it sounds or how the definition races through my mind trying to uncover it. it's so wonderful of how such a word can fill my head with such questions.

if i were to take away the 'omni' i would get 'benevolence', the meaning being 'the quality of being well meaning; kindness.' then 'omni' by itself would be 'a combining form meaning "all," used in the formation of compound words'

in some words with 'omni' it would make the original meaning limited to 'sometimes' or 'preference'. the meaning could be so much more, if i were to just put more thought in it.

nonetheless, i should go change now. it's very soon for when U.A starts. i throw on the uniform, making sure to leave the tie out, since i don't plan on tying that. i also have my bag, its supposed to be a one-strap backpack, like a sling-over-the-shoulder? but i still use it like a bag. 

it's leather, when i bought it my dad didn't approve of it being leather, since he believes that 'all animals deserve good', even though he would kill lizards when he had the chance.

mom is in the hospital, she has been ever since that huge fight five years ago, i don't even know what the fight was about, it was two strong people.

my mom got caught up in the crossfire, and then she was stuck there in the hospital ever since. the news never said anything about the fight when it happened, they just kept it private.

i'll never really get to know what it was about, if it continues staying private like this. one of the people in that huge fight had anonymously paid for most of my moms' medical bills, i guess they felt bad?

at least they paid for it, she would've died if it wasn't for that.

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