(Can't) Let You Go

Beginning of a new life

Please read After Bangtan before reading this book so that you can get a reference about the past life of Y/N.

Roll. Camera. Action!

"Welcome to Seoul...Ghamsahabnida(Thank you)!"

Cut.

"The take is over thank you for your time BTS", said the tourism advertisement director.

"Thank you all! Cheers to amazing staff", replied Namjoon shaking hands with the director.

Today, it has been a year since I have been living in Seoul with BTS. I still remember the time when I was wandering on the streets of this city with teary eyes thinking about how they forgot me. I was foolish enough to think that BTS could forget their promise. The past one year was not so easy for me. I was the first external entity in the company who was brought by them. I was welcomed warmly here but something seemed off to me. People over here are extremely hardworking and perfect. They carry out task all day. They work as much as artists do. I am not an official employee of Big Hit but I do get paid by them. I work just for BTS. They wanted me to work for them as an official employee but the staff never agreed because of what happened in the past. They tried their best that no news of me got viral. According to them, BTS has brought a viral rumor themselves this time and that viral rumor was me. I think I caused a lot of problem for them but I never wanted to leave BTS again. No matter what happened in the past, whatever contracts I was made to sign but this time I did not give company any chance to separate me from them. 

"Hey!! what are you thinking about??", suddenly someone broke my thoughts with his beautiful voice.

"Hey! Taehyung! no nothing!!! Your performance was perfect as always", I replied scratching my forehead.

"Really?? Thank You.. It was quite exhausting..", he replied with a calm smile on his face.

"Yeah..!!take good sleep today"

"Not today!! home is waiting for you"

"Home....?"

"Oh sorry....just forget what I said...Okay! there is a surprise for you just don't think much and......" Taehyung was about to complete when someone stepped in between our conversation.

"V!! Come I have to take off your makeup", said Da Oh.

Da Oh was Taehyung's personal make up artist. She was highly skilled in her work. Many a times I tried talking to her but she was always busy in some or other work. She looked sweet to me but she never tried to say even a hello to me. She kept herself reserved only for V.  

"Da Oh!! Today can I put the make up on ??", Asked Taehyung.

"Why? Your skincare is my duty...Don't keep make up on for so long"

"Taehyung she is right....Da Oh knows well", I took a chance and replied in favor of Da Oh so that she can consider me being her friend.

Da Oh looked at me and rolled her eyes with a sigh. These type of facial expressions were normal for me. People have been reacting this way since I was introduced as BTS employee. I wanted to be friends with at least those who work for Taehyung but I did not succeed. Ignoring me Da Oh said,

"V come with me!"

"Wait Da Oh! .....Y/N !! We were supposed to go somewhere today after shoot.... remember??", Taehyung replied as Da Oh started walking towards make up studio. She suddenly stopped. I looked at her and felt a tension in that place.

"We can go some other day.....You look tired today", I replied looking at Da Oh standing still and facing the make up studio.

"Okay then, see your surprise today....Da Oh I am going home so I will complete my skincare work", Taehyung said and grabbed my wrist.

 As I was about to leave I saw Da Oh turned at the same time. She did not speak but her expressions spoke.

Grabbing my hands tightly in his hand he walked down the stairs all way to the main hall of the building. While walking down the stairs I kept on looking at Da Oh. She was staring at me as if I snatched her boyfriend. Soon those fierce looking eyes disappeared as I walked down the stairs. Turning my head, I saw how happy Taehyung looked today. There was no stress of work on his face. He was glowing so beautifully. I was lost while scanning his pretty face when my thoughts got distracted by murmuring of people. They were my co-workers. There were all the staff members whom I used to see daily but unable to make a contact. They were the people who never let me approach them. They were staring at us and whispering to each other while passing by. Taehyung did not even notice what was happening around him while he held my hands tightly. He had no idea how many fierce looking eyes were gazing our hands locked. It was because of him that no one dared to speak ill in front of me otherwise they would have never let me step inside this building. Looking at those fierce looking eyes, I felt embarrassed and kept looking down until we reached the Lounge area.

"Taehyung....Y/N!! finally you are here! so lets go home now....it's already late...see 2am !! lets leave now....We have to wake early tomorrow!!", Jimin said holding cappuccino with his both hands. 

Namjoon, Jin and Yoongi were sitting on the couch while Jungkook was standing at the back of it resting both of his hands on the top of the couch. Hoseok was not present. It rarely happened that all seven of them were not there. This confused me.

"Where is Hobi??", I asked out of confusion. My left palm was still under tight grasp of Taehyung.

"Little Manager....Hyung went to bring the car. We are going home today so we have to first go to your home and pack your stuff then.....", as Jungkook was about to complete I spoke.

"Wait!!pack my stuff?? What do you mean? Why...? I mean what is happening?"

"Y/N I am taking you home....Our home is your home!", Taehyung replied looking directly in my confused eyes while grasping my hands more tightly. Everything went blank for a second. My stomach was dancing inside. I got butterflies. I had no reply for that. My expression changed gradually from confused to surprised. I saw that pretty smile on his face. That smile which always melts me. That smile to which I can never say no but then I came back to the real world.

"No! I can't", I replied.

[A/N]

I hope you liked the start...I will try my best to upload next chapter by next Saturday. Please do vote if you like it and also comment your thoughts. You are free to provide sketches to my chapters. Till then....Fighting!!