(Can't) Let You Go

Your Home is Not Mine

"No??", asked Taehyung.

"Yes....I am very much comfortable there. Also unnie is good to me"

"You left home when we were not there...Okay! that's fine! but you are not willing to come back? Why??", asked Jin surprisingly getting up from couch.

"Let's talk in the car", seeing the confused scenario Namjoon replied.

Hoseok was waiting for us in the car outside the building. It was already ten past two when we finally left the building. The cool breeze made the night extremely cold. We sat in the black car which had it's windows covered. Jin sat on the front seat while Namjoon and Yoongi occupied the middle two seats and Jungkook and Jimin sat behind them. I and Taehyung were at the last seats when he finally spoke again.

"Is there any problem which you would like to share with us Y/N", he said looking directly in my eyes. 

There were lot of problems going which I never wanted them to know. I did not want to tell them what I went through the past one year. I cannot tell them what people think of me and that cafeteria incident. Even after that, many incidents took place. I was not hiding from them but.... maybe yes! I was hiding but purposely! 

If I had told them what I was going through, they would have definitely taken action which can even result in lots of people loosing their jobs. I did not want that. 

"Will you answer?", Taehyung asked again.

"Oh! yea....so the thing is! It's something which you will never think of but I just want to make this clear. I don't want to say but since you insist ....

"I am a very normal girl Taehyung. I don't know how I ended up meeting you all. I never imagined this. If anyone will ever know that a normal girl is living with world famous band, it will become a disaster! You will be in danger. I love staying with you and want to as well...but I don't think I deserve this! Your home is not mine."

I did not tell them that I was being called as a seducer or any such words in office but still I told them the truth. 

"Do you really think this Y/N?", Taehyung asked staring at me. He kept on staring until I spoke.

"I don't want to hurt you"

"You are not"

"I might in future"

"You will never", Taehyung kept on replying on what I said. His constant stare made me uncomfortable. I had no other words left. 

We were sitting side by side when he gradually held my hands on the seat. I was all frozen. I had no idea what next move should I make. He came close to me. His constant staring and gradually coming close was too much to handle. He looked even more gorgeous this close. His eyes kept on staring without a blink. It was not possible to continue the staring competition for me so I looked down. Everything was pitch back at the back seat and I can only feel his warm touch on my hand. He came closer. I felt his breath on my left ear. For the first time, I came this close to Kim Taehyung. His smell was intoxicating. He was too much for me to handle. I started breathing fast and then he whispered softly so that no one other than me can hear his voice,

"You can never leave me"

His beautiful voice sounded more perfect this close. His voice brought goosebumps when I realized how close I was to him. Suddenly, I  got my hand free from his grasp and shifted back from him and his intoxicating smell. He was too much to handle.

I turned my face towards the black window. I was taking short breaths still under shock trying to calm my heart down. 

"My decision is final Taehyung", and I replied.

"Okay fine!", he said without a second thought. At his harsh reply Jimin turned around to look at us. 

"Taehyung! be soft.....accept her decision", he said.

"Yes, I do Y/N", said Taehyung looking at the black window of the car on his side.

By the time Hobi drove towards my home, me and Taehyung were facing the black windows of the car on our respective sides. We did not see each other and neither talked. I did not want to make an eye contact with him because I was hiding all past one year incident with him. He did not made eye contact with me because? ......He only knows the reason! Tae Tae reasons are always different!

Car stopped outside my house lane. My home was just two minute walk from there. I opened the door and stepped outside. I still saw Taehyung facing the opposite direction. 

"Okay! Little Manager .....Take care of yourself and give a second thought to our proposal", said Jungkook. 

"Y/N! sleep well", said Hoseok.

"He will be okay.....", Jimin words made my heart stop. I was wishing the same. Jimin looked at Taehyung and gave a sigh. He looked back at me and smiled while waving his cute hands. This brought my smile back. 

I closed the car door and soon they left.

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