(Can't) Let You Go

Memories Never Fade

Is love simple?

Is love real?

Love is pure. Love is eternal.

Love is destiny. Love is fear.

Sometimes we fall in love with the person we can never share our life. We fall in love with someone who is far away. We fall in love with someone who does not know us.

And sometimes we fall in love with someone whom destiny cannot allow in our life.

Even if the person is gone, the memory never fades away. Recalling the past over and over again. Providing peace to my mind thinking the person I love is happy and prosperous. 

Love does not means just to have each other in arms, it means to pray for the one you love the most. It is a heart to heart connection.

Since my departure from Seoul, I have realized the true meaning of love. My love is my memories with you.

Two year passed since Y/n returned to India.

BTS were on their World Tour promoting their album since past one year.

Meanwhile in India---->

"Oh!! Y/n..... Don't tell me you are going to dance on Butter!...I will laugh my ass out!", said Tess.

Tess was my college best friend. She had been with me in all my sad and happy days. Just one thing that she does not knows is my past. My past in Seoul. Like my parents and everyone else Tess also new that I was a software engineer in Seoul. I made up a story and told them that I left the job in Seoul to live in India and continue working for NGO. My little secret was meant to be kept as secret forever.

"Why!! You know how much I love them. They are closest to me!!", I replied making a pout.

"Y/n! Of course they are! They are close to all their fans....", she said.

"Yeahhh...you are right!", I replied with a smile and tears coming up in my eyes when a cute image of V crossed my mind.

Time has passed and I haven't heard from anyone. Neither from the company nor from BTS themselves. What I always feared had finally come to reality. Even though my life is tough but I will live happily. There were promises I made to my favorite men and there were promises I made to my parents. I am staying on both. I cannot make anyone of them unhappy. Even if he is not with me but his promises and his words will always be with me. I will wait for him forever. No matter were my future takes me, I will end up thinking about him all day and night. I will stay by his side even though he will never be by my side. I will stay! Till my last breath!

"Y/n!!Y/n!! what are you thinking!! ", asked Tess patting on my shoulder.

"Ahh!! Nothing! You know I love Taehyung and he loves me too!", I said to Tess with a broad smile on my face.

"Hahaha!! Y/n stop it now!! I know V is always going to be first but think about David as well!", replied Tess.

"David appreciates my choice"

"he has no other option. He is madly in love with you"

"He shouldn't be...He doesn't even know me so well"

"I understand arrange marriages!! Huh! Went through the same bro"

Finally, after working for two years in India my parents fixed my marriage. I still remember that day. In India marriages are never delayed. I personally never wanted to get married because I was waiting for someone. I remembered how badly I cried that day when everything got fixed. I wanted to run away from everything. I wanted to run away from my own life. But, was running away an option? I guess no. It never was. I thought of running away for my love which was one sided. I never knew what feelings he had for me? Maybe I was the one who exaggerated my feelings. I never knew if running away could have brought happiness and love to me. Even though I was crying that day but at least I was fulfilling someone's dream. I was living for my parents dream. I loved them equally. It was necessary for me to stay by their side.