Happiness...?

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"I love you, Queen." I smile slightly.

Gaga smiles. I always call Gaga "Queen".

"I love you too, Alice." She said. When we stop hugging, I frown.

"Ugh, I don't want to do homework." I mumble.

"Want me to help you?" Gaga asked.

"If you want to." I said.

"Of course! Wanna go in your room and do it?" Gaga asked.

My eyes widened and I almost grin.

"ALICE! You pervert! I mean, do your homework!" Gaga laughs

"Oh. Right. Sure, we can do that too." I said.

As Gaga and I walk upstairs, Gaga says,

"Alice, our friends are coming over. I don't want you to be in your room."

Great. I don't wanna be with my friends. I never talk. It's not like I don't want to. I do, almost, wanna talk. I can't. I was diagnosed with social anxiety in 1st grade.

"Why? I wanna be in my room." I mutter

"You're always in there. I want you to be out here, even if it's for an hour." Gaga said

I put my head down. Looks like I don't really have a choice this time.

Gaga and I walk into my room and Gaga sees my bag, untouched from when I placed it down when I got home. Gaga looks at me.

"You didn't even start your homework?" Gaga smiled

"I didn't have time!" I said

Gaga sits on my bed and opens my bag. I sit next to her and take my phone out and begin texting my girlfriend, Paci.
She's my last source of happiness... I'm honest right now, if it weren't for her, I would've already been locked away in a mental hospital planning my suicide or already gone.

Me: "Hi bby..."

Paci: "Hi! I miss you tbh :("

Me: "So come over tonight lol."

Paci: "Good idea... Can I come with my dreads?"

Me: "Only if you come dressed as Paci ;)"

Paci: "OMG YAS! IM COMING."
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I'll have to admit, even though the conversation was short, I smile. I felt happier talking to her already.

"Alice!" Gaga said.

"Oh, yeah?" I ask

"Are we gonna do your homework?" Gaga asked

"Yeah, yeah." I whined. "Let's get started."

"Okay... Math." Gaga said

"Oh, hey. My favorite subject." I mutter, hiding my sarcasm.

"I know how much you love math, which is why we're doing it first." Gaga laughs

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