The Last Time (Lady Gaga fanfiction)

Chapter 4

*Short time skip*
I sat on the couch, curled up, by myself.

"Alice?" Gaga asked

"Yes?" I ask, looking up.

"Aren't you gonna eat the pasta mom made?" Gaga asked.

"I already ate." I said

"Really? When?" Gaga ask

"Earlier today." I said

"Okay." Gaga said, looking a little suspicious. She walked away, I put my head back down.

A moment later, I stand up and look at myself in the mirror. I look ugly... I look overweight. I walk to my room and lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling.

*Gaga's POV*

"I wonder why she hasn't been eating." I said

"Probably just isn't hungry." Mom said.

"Probably." I said "I'm worried though."

"Don't be." Mom said, calmly.

We hear Alice come down the stairs and walk in. She looks tired.

"Hey." I said to her.

"Hey." She said, in a sad voice.

"What's wrong?" I asked

"Nothing." She said, shaking her head.

*Alice's POV*

Gaga hugs me, and I hug her.

"I love you." She said

"I love you too." I said

Gaga lets go of me.

***
I go in my room to look through my Twitter notifications.

"@/AliceSuxx I hate you. Kill yourself please. This whole world would be better."

"@/AliceSuxx You are an ugly fat slut. Die."

I have heard worse.

I saw that Paci had been texting me.

Paci: "Alice?"

Me: "Yes?"

Paci: "I read your twitter notifications."

Me: "Same."

Paci: "Please don't listen to them. I love you and care about you."

Me: "I love you so much and I won't let them get to me"

I guess I felt a little better. At least she cares about me.

I heard someone knock at my door. I put my phone down.

"Yes?" I called behind the closed door.

"Mom?" Joseph asked "Are you okay?"

"Yeah." I replied

"Why did you look sad earlier?" Joseph asked

"I don't know." I said, calmly.

"Are you sure you are okay?" Joseph asks.

"Yeah." I said

"I hope so." Joseph said, and I hear him walk down the hallway.

***
I started crying a little while ago. I don't know for how long, it felt like hours. I hear a knock at the door.

"Alice?" Gaga asked. I knew that if I spoke, I'd only stutter or speak shakily, obviously as if I was crying, so I picked up my phone and began texting Gaga.

Me: "What?"

Gaga: "Let me in... Please."

Me: "Why?"

Gaga: "I want to talk to you."

Me: "Give me a minute."

Gaga: "Why aren't you talking?"

Me: "I don't want to."

Gaga: "I need to talk to you."

Me: "okay."

*
I wiped my eyes and the running mascara. I look in the mirror. I look like a mess. Everything, and my cheeks were all red. My eyes were blurry, so it was hard to walk from my bed to the door, considering my room was big.

When I open the door, Gaga comes in. She closes the door and locks it.

"Woah, why are your cheeks really red?" Gaga asked.

"I put on a lot of blush. It was an accident. I'm gonna take it off." I said, walking to my make up bag.

Gaga stopped me.
"It looks natural. You know, not like blush." Gaga said. She touched my cheeks and looks at her hands. "There isn't any blush."

"Really?" I asked.

"Yeah." She said.

I bit my lip.

"Weird." I said. Tears came down my cheeks.

"Alice!" Gaga said, putting one arm around me and pulling me close.

"Gaga." I said quietly.

"What's wrong?" Gaga asked, holding me.

"I'm okay Gaga." I said.

She sat me down on the bed and sat next to me, still hugging me.

I tried to convince her that I'm okay. However, she stayed with me in my room, calming me down. Even after I was crying, she stayed with me in my room.

*The next day - Friday*

College was closed today. I didn't feel like going today anyway.

I put my razor in my pocket when I heard yet another knock on the door. Natali came in.

"Hey, not to be in your business, but, what were you doing?" Natali asked.

"Just laying here bored." I said

"I heard you talking about taking a razor and cutting something." Natali said

"Packages. I was expecting some tonight." I said.

"Or were you self harming?" Natali asked.

"No." I said

"Please don't." Natali said

"I promise I won't." I said

I feel sorry for all these lies.

**To be continued...