WANTED : YOU

Chapter 10 : Damn Hot Little Boy

"How dare you...

"...insulted my brother that way...

"...and made him cry for the first time?!"

"What I have done?!"

Those man's words keeps ringing in my ears.

'DAMMMIT!'

I found myself running in the dark until I was already outside of the bar.

I look around but never found him. AGAIN!

This is all my fault!

This must be the reason why he keeps running away from me.

And worst, I don't even know how to tame him.

Why is it so hard when it comes to him?

But all I want is for him to be a responsible young man! To be a better person someday.

Yet here, I pushed him away instead because of my stupid rules. Forgetting that he was a smart boy. 

I need to talk to him first!

I hastily get in my car and drove off to look for my sulking boy.

*****

'Fucking bastard! How dare he ruin my night! Specially my own party! I hate him!'

I cursed Sarawat in my head hoping he could hear it.

I ran off because I was so pissed feeling myself wants to explode and I don't want to let it out, not on him.

I'm afraid and hate that I'll hurt him if I still stay in the same room as him.

This is the best way to get off of my anger. Go far, far away as possible from the main reason of it.

I need to cool down first before I go back and finally face him. Because there's no way in hell that I'll just show up, unstable and not in my usual self.

Besides, my brother seen me vulnerable. He'll worried about me again for sure.

So I ran, away from them all, until my limitations tells me it's enough. And needed me to finally stop.

My feet led me somewhere I didn't know. A place I'm not even sure where part of the town it was. I really ran all the way here without even noticing.

All I could see in the dark was a narrow path.

That I don't even care I already seeing those men, approaching me.

And I don't even feel scared even a bit when one of them I heard cat-calling once they got a better view of me under the lighted post nearby the street.

On the second thought, this night will gonna be full of fun. Though my birthday is ruined by some dick. So I guess I'll just consider this as a gift.

"Wanna play with us, baby?"

The man who whistled asks that I answered so eagerly.

Because, why not? It's been a while since I play around.

"Sure!"

*****

I am damn worried!

I'm driving nonstop, circling the whole town just to look for him but I still can't find him.

"I shouldn't say that."

Stupid mouth!

I slapped my own mouth realizing how I just spill those harsh words without even thinking that I might hurt him.