𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑻𝒂𝒆𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏 • taegyu ✓

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september 25, 2021.

dear taehyun,

this is my last letter, i don't think that writing has a point anymore. so i will try to make this a good one, okay? there's some things i want to say to you.

i want you to know that you're my moon, you're my rain and my snowflakes. but you're too my sun, the breeze that makes my hair fly and the smile on my face after it.

you're the wind that makes me feel relieved in a hot day and the rain that paint wet lines on the window, just like i do with my cheeks when i cry.

you're my everyday, you're all the little things together.

but you are not a giant thing because big things tend to end fast and you're my forever.

you're what made me think twice about giving up on my life, because i couldn't leave you.

you're everything i always wished for and you're my right now, you're the reason i don't want to dream at night, because it's impossible to dream about something better than you.

you're the cold that makes me shiver and the heat that makes me comfortably warm.

you're the reason why i appreciate so much my five senses because with then i can touch you, hear you, smell you, see you and taste you.

you're my favorite book and my favorite song, you're my favorite color and my favorite weather. you're the water in my body, you're what kept me alive. you're all i love and all i hate, because every time i hate you, i love more and every time i love you, i hate you more.

you're what keeps me awake and what helps me sleep.

you're the most beautiful marble statue, perfectly shaped to be exposed in my heart like some historical piece of art. because you're that, you're art.

you're all the colors together forming white and still are the black. you're the light in the darkness and the darkness itself.

you're everything.

you're simple everything, the earth beneath my feet and the sky above my head. the oxygen inside my lungs and the blood inside my veins. and you burn, you burn like fire.

you're everything. and i said one time that i couldn't handle everything, but you make it so easy to. you didn't make my life lighter and brighter, you made my life darker, intense and livid.

you're a drug that kept me lucid and I've never been more addicted.

i love you.

i could say that i love you to the moon but it seems to little, i could say that i'll love you for the rest of my days but just one life loving you is not enough. nothing is enough when it's about you.

you're so much, you make me feel whole and i want to feel this way forever.

and when the last human dies, the last drop of water dries, when the last star explodes and the last sun dies, i will still feel the same way.

because you're my forever.

p.s: i love you, i will always love you.

with all the love that exists and will ever exist one day,
beomgyu.

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