Lisa didn't speak for a while she just there waiting for irene to turn her back. After minutes of waiting she started to hear sobbing. She just watching her wife, not to long she heard her talk.
"I'm sorry.....mommy is so sorry baby" irene keep telling how sorry she is, lisa can't help not to cry too seeing her wife breakdown infront of her, it's break her heart.
"Mommy promise to be get better for you and to your siblings, i will do my best to be a better mother for your siblings." Irene continue, she get her tissue and remove her sunglasses.
"I will leave now... I will visit daddy, don't forget to tell to her wake up now okay? I miss you and you will always be my baby" irene hold the stone, she wear her glasses and turn around.
Her bag fall on the ground, when she saw lisa there. She feel like became a stone because she can't move her body, she want to move run to lisa but her feet don't want to cooperate with her.
"Hi miss" lisa smile at her and wipe her own tears.
"L-l-lisa...."
"I miss you" lisa and open her arms for her but irene didn't move. "I thought you miss me?" Lisa and chuckled.
"Lisaaa......" Irene remove her sunglasses and run to lisa's embrace. "Lisa...." She cried hard in Lisa's embrace.
The latter hug her tight feeling the real home that she's looking for. She let Irene cry in her because she knows that this will help her. She also cried while irene keep mumbling sorry and her name, not too far jae saw the encounter and can't help also not to get affected to the scene.
"I'm sorry.... I'm really sorry....." Irene said.
"Sssshhhh..... It's not your fault okay? You don't need to be sorry for what happened, our baby is now one of our angel" Lisa rubbed her back."it's hurt me seeing you like this, if i just wake up early you didn't have to suffer like this alone...." Lisa cupped her face and wipe her tears. " It's hurt me to see you like this hon.... Stop blaming yourself okay? It's not your fault honey...." Lisa and smile to her. "We will get through this together okay? Together" lisa and kiss her head. Irene just hug her, the latter just wait for her to calm down.
When irene calmed down, she look at lisa who's smiling at her. They both have a swollen eyes.
"Can you bring me to her?" Lisa asked, irene stand up and go to lisa's back. She push her forward to the stone.
Lisa smile when she saw the name written in the stone.
"Lirene.... Our beautiful angel..." Lisa hold the stone. "Hi... I'm your daddy" lisa said while holding her tears. Irene hold her hand tightly. "I know your here watching us... How do i look like huh baby? Does daddy is handsome??" All of a sudden a wind pass to them.
"She agreed" irene said makes lisa to chuckled.
"Even we don't saw you darling i know you looks like a goddess like your mommy... She's so beautiful right?. I know your happy playing with your mate. Thank you for fighting with mommy until the end. You will not going to have a hard time." Lisa smile and look at irene before going back to the stone. " Can daddy ask some favor baby? Can you tell mommy that your okay now? That don't blame her self, because daddy, oppa lucas and areum unnie are worried to her. Tell her to set her self free and live again like she used to be" lisa feel irene hold her tighten. " Can you do that for daddy?" Lisa asked a strong wind passed on them again.
The couple just stay a little longer there, no one there's to talk. They just hold their hands while staying there, after a minute lisa look around and saw a bench near to them.
"Can we go and seat there?" Lisa asked, irene get her back and push lisa to the bench."It's okay i can handle" lisa stand up slowly and seat on the bench, irene also seat beside her.
"When did you wake up?" Irene asked, she feel disappointed for not being there when lisa woke up. She lowered her head realizing how selfish she is.
"I just woke up yesterday... I told them to don't tell it to you because i want to surprise you. Please don't feel bad or think that they mad at you or what because they're not" lisa grab her hand and intertwined it to hers.
"How are you?" Irene asked.
"I'm okay now that your here besides me" lisa smile and kiss her hand. "How about you? How are you?"
"I don't know...."
"What do you mean you don't know?"
"I feel like I'm so worthless, i didn't see other things aside from our baby. I forgot to a mother and a wife, i forgot my responsibility." Irene between her sobbed. "I didn't do my work as a parent and as a person i buried my self and let it eat the whole me. I'm so irresponsible lisa" lisa pull her head and lean to her shoulder. She just let her express her thoughts, as per Suzy's advice.
"After that day, i fix her funeral. I never leave her until we finally send her here. I'm still shook to what happened. It's so fast, my heart can't accept it that the baby we waited is gone now. It's so hurt lisa, as a mother, as a parent it broke my heart sending our own daughter to her last flight. The imagination of her running and playing with us become blurry. It's really hurt here... I let the pain win and I'm sorry...." Irene let all the tears until she feel weak but she still continue to talk. She knows lisa want to knows everything.
"After that day, i choose to stay in our house to our room because i don't know how to face you.. to face them. I'm so down, they tried to approach me but i keep my self distance from them even to our children. I push them away......then one day yeri knock to to our room. I open it when i heard her voice, i let her in i thought she will checking me or stay there to accompanying me but I'm wrong"
"She told me that why not i try go to the doctor and get a help. I get mad about it because I'm still okay, i thought it's just a normal because of what happened. I lock my self to our room again, my mind is closed to pick up what they want to say. I keep telling to them that i'm okay even though i know to my self that i'm not"
"Yeri stay there and take the responsibility that i should the one doing . She stay and took care of lucas and ari while me locking my self inside." Lisa face her, she remove her jacket and put it over to Irene shoulder and give her a smile.
"You didn't disappoint me nor them, you're the best mother and wife that i ever meet. I know it's hard to accept it, to accept what happened to our family. Joohyun, we need to move forward and continue our life, I know she will guide and watch us everyday. She never left us she's just there around. One life sacrifice to what we have right now, we don't want to put it in to nothing right? I know she will be happy if she see us not like this, especially you. We need to be strong for our family for our children." Lisa hold both her hands and kiss it. "We will both go undergo the therapy. I will never leave your side until we both okay, arraseo?" Lisa tried to open it.
"Even you think that i have mental problem?" Irene look at her weakly.
"No...no, of course not it's not what i mean. We both know that we need that hon, it's for our own good. Even me, i need that... I want to be okay for you and for our family." Lisa worriedly said it takes time when irene answer her
"Okay...."irene said makes lisa to sigh in relief. She give her a kiss in her head before pull her in to a hug.
"I love you, we will get through this together"
"I love you..." Irene mumbled and thighten her embrace to lisa.
